My Personal Outlook

New Arrival

2009-11-23T07:16:00.000-08:00

uish title post aku kali ni dah macam kt tmpt shopping lak... "New Arrival"...haha...barang baru neh...kiki...no la aku just nk ikot theme YES jerk...haha...shop and shop sampai pengsan....eh tu nye hal sabo lu...nnt kalo ade rezeki extra akan ku sertai kempen itu...KL! tunggu aku! haha..jgn lari memane tau KL...tp mmg kene tgk rezeki btol lah this time...aku dah kering r skrg...top up pon totally org support skrg nie....tanak la ckp sal financial aku...wat malu ngan korang jerk...secret2..haha...padahal dah terang2 dh kering..hikhik ;p

actually aku br je sampai umah about 5 p.m plus plus

agenda aku arini

6.50 a.m
bgn then terus solat subuh...right after solat, katil memanggil-manggil dan aku nie jenis x tabah so terus gedebush landing kt tilam empuk aku tu...maklum la...kan dah saat-saat akhir nak bersame die pasni aku dah x lepak kt situ lg dah...my last day @ that place

7.40 a.m
aku tersedar then terus turun bwh...usha my bro...die pon tdo gak...penat travel...drive sengsorang from besut to tg malim(dekat pkol 6 p.m) then die gatal lak nk g sabak bernam kt tmpt die kene posting dulu2...pastu balik balik ke tg malim mlm smlm around 10 p.m die sampai kt umah aku...smoking jap then die mandi, solat jamak and snooozeeee...zzzzz...bgn2 utk solat subuh then die smbg tdo gak...die ckp mse otw die ke tg malim, mak ai...gile romantik die layan civic die...haha...70-80 jerk...xleh speed coz cuaca too bad...mmg berhati-hati gile r...x nmpk jln...based on line putih jerk ngan lampu blkg kete depan...kesian r wei kt my bro...

**borak2 sambil kemas brg2 yg ade tinggal ckit2

8.20 a.m
aku mandi dan bersiap...ala kadar je...alah wat bazir kosmetik jerk lg pon nk duk dlm kete je pon...hehe

9.15 a.m
aku start pass brg aku kt my bro then die wat masuk dlm kete...mak ai...penuh gak la segenap ruang dlm boot kete...haha...

9.40 a.m
salam2 ngan my housemate yg masih ade kt umah sewa aku tu then g Karim corner for breakfast...aku as usual la...nasi lemak kerang with teh o ais...haha...pagi yg sejuk tp aku tetap layan ais....then aku nmpk puan azah ngan family die...die tgh smbg PhD kt manchester...may be blk mesia jap kot...x sempat nk g tegur die...lg pon cam ramai sgt org time tu...die pon duk agak jauh from my table...tgk gitu2 je la...die nmpk makin manis...opss....haha

pas makan g shell isik minyak...abg aku cr stesen yg jual minyak 97 nye...abg tanak yg 95...aku pon x sure apsal...sorry....aku buta skit psl kete2 ni...tau naik jerk...ihik...bwk pon tau la jugak...=)

then my bro ask me where we can buy our bekalan...drinks and some foods...aku ckp jom le p pekan tg malim...lg pon nnt kang aku rindu lak kan...hehe...g grand union...beli sume then abg aku singgah maybank jap...ayat abg aku time msk dlm kete..."yeah! i'm rich!"...aku, "ha?" sambil buat muke blur....haha...abg aku ckp gaji dah masuk...emmm...patut lah kayo...haha

10.30 a.m
menyusur keluar dr pekan tg malim menuju ke tol behrang....bye2 upsi...bye2 tg malim....='( tangisan dalam ketawa

yeah...drama gile r my big bro...die nk bls dendam kes smlm yg die extra romantik ngan civic die then u know what...160...fuh...zasss...highway...sape tanak maen kan...sume segala mak bapak brabus,merc,camry,wald ntah ape ke species lg yg abg aku bye2kan td ntah...tgn aku berpaut dan mencengkam kuat gilos kot kt tmpt pemegang tu...haha...tp still buat muke rilek...haha...padahal cuak beb...melayang...adohai....x sampai 2 jam,dh sampai R&R simpang pulai...haha...just imagine...haha..alhamdulillah selamat...amin...syukur

1.20 p.m
sampai tasik banding...lepak jap...sedut fresh air...jumpe org asli and aku dgr diorg gurau2 sesame diorg..."helmet kene pakai jugak naek bot, utk keselamatan....haha"....aku pon haha gak dlm hati...hatiku brkate, "cewah,asli skrg dh maju r...helmet tuuu" =)
best la pemandangan kt tasik tu...best gak kalo leh ronda2 keliling tasik tu ngan speed boat....aku mmg suke naik2 bot ni...org je tanak bwk aku...hurm...sedey

after a few minutes, we continue our journey

2.15 p.m
area puncak Titiwangsa...Ya Allah sangat terkejut...tetiba kami msk ke kawasan ujan yg lebat plus with kabus tebal giler...mmg x nmpk ape la...just nmpk line jln putih tu ngan lampu blkg kete depan...follow je la...my bro ckp...haa...see...cam ni la smlm mse otw ke tg malim...so, back to romantic mode....80-90 jela td...mmg x berani beb...dgn selekoh yg agak tajam...jln lak mmg licin lah...kabus tebal x nmpk pape...berserah je la td...slow2 jerk...

3.40 p.m
Jelly...haha...kami sampai kt jeli...perut masing2 dah bunyi muzik mcm2 dah...singgah kt dataran wawasan jeli kot name tmpt tu...sblh mrsm jeli je...emm aku mamam kue teow kung fu...watchaa..best! berbaloi tunggu lame...hehe....nnt nk g mkn lg lah..alamak...berbaloi ke g jeli semata-mata nk mkn kue teow kung fu abg tu jerk...hihi...melampau lah aku...

area pkol 4 lebey gerak and selamat sampai kt besut dlm pkol 5 lebey...haha...kt lain xde la pulak air lintas jln...dah nk sampai umah br kene redah air...area alor lintah td ade tmpt naik air...ujan lebat btol la kt pantai timur...totally different compared to perak.....

and now aku online sambil x mandi lagik...haha...x rela gile nk masuk bilik air...tile tejuk wei...haha...aku terlompat-lompat td amek air smyg...blom sempat amek air smyg, kuar blk p amek slipar getah...

Fall For You

2009-11-17T23:10:00.001-08:00

ngeee \(^_~)/

sweet right?

bertuah betul ibu budak ni dapat anak yang extra cute and can entertain us naturally

just by looking at her face; wah...tenang je rasa hati ini

::Puteri Akalili Aqilah::

I Love U

I Wish I Can Find The Words

2009-11-17T07:26:00.000-08:00

arghhhhh

mlm yg kosong

bosan

nothing to do

nothing to say

unreachable

aku dan dia;

aku text die kt fb; dia tak respon

aku text dia kt ym; dia tak kate ape

sms?

rasenye dah bape kali dah aku tekan "retry"

tak mau2 gak die send msg aku tu

org call leh la pulak aku jwb

asal aku nak send msg jerk, stuck

retry?

YES!!

again and again

it keep question me the same

"retry?"

nak kate kedit x cukop; aku check balance, ade je lagi RM2*.**

cukup la tu

2 kupang je pon nak anta sms seketol tu

nak kene baling jugak tepon nie

seb baek la rase "sayang" aku kat ko masih mendalam lagi wahai inchik mobile

aku tension sendiri

arghhhh

malam yang sunyi

sunyi ku sendiri

sendiri aku berteman sepi

sepinya hati

hati ku pasrah

pasrah dalam mengharungi dan melayani resah di hati

seriously aku tengah resah ni

tak tipu langsung

semalam aku msg dia dan janji nak call dia keesokan paginya

tapi

janji tinggal janji

aku bajet nak call dia pkol 6.30 am(waktu dia) so, kat sini pkol 3.30 am lah

dalam menghitung detik2 itu, aku terlena dengan jayanya

sedar2 aku sudah melepasi waktu itu

OMG

then pg tadi aku lyn FB

tgk2 kat status dia penuh kesedihan dan kepiluan

Ya Allah

makin menebal lah rasa bersalah aku kat dia

Ya ampun

kenapa ini terjadi

aku nak mintak maaf

nak sgt2

tp byk lak halangan

"i'm really sorry abang"

and

i wish i can find the words

"it's ok baby...it's not your fault..."

Wedding- Nov 15

2009-11-14T10:42:00.000-08:00

Wedding Best Wishes to my friend~ Irwan & Ayu

"Wishing you all the health and happiness in this world on your wedding"

"Wishing you the best of life today and in the days to come"

"Heart filled wishes on your wedding; hoping the best for you two today and forever; happy married life"

"You two are one of the best couples I have ever seen, may God grant you a happy married life!"

"May you love and hold each other in the worst of times with trust, faith and belief; hoping the best for you on your auspicious wedding"

"I pray and wish happiness for both of you on your wedding day; I hope you are the ones from the story that says - Happily Ever After"

"Cheers! on your wedding, was a great friend to know and I am damn sure that she is gonna keep you smiling, happy and cheerful all your life! Happy married life to you two."

"Wow! you two look so much beautiful together like the doves I saw the other day, I wish you guys all the happiness in this world; happy married life!"

"I have to let you guys know this, you two really look so beautiful together - just like angels (with eyelashes fluttering)"

"Happy married life to you guys and wishing you all the wealth and prosperity throughout your life; don't fight!"

"I hope you hold each other close in best or bad times and have trust and faith all the way; Happy married life"

Wishing you the best from your life on your marriage

kalo aku xleh nak attend gak yg kat Kelantan;

Over the phone: "Hey ! Sorry man I couldn't be there on your wedding day, but I really feel so happy for you two, heres me wishing you all the best of health, happiness and prosperity for your married life"

11-11

2009-11-10T18:45:00.000-08:00

ape tu? no umah ke ape?haha...current date ok

02:30 PM jap agi i'll seat for exam... discrete mathematics (TMC2013)

and now i'm on my way doing my last scan....hahaha....dah mcm scanner dah and know what in this short time of mine i do have feeling to know deep about all the clubs, diamonds, hearts and spades... also the ace...haha...kalo study probability; x sah kalo x study psl dice, coin ngan 52 playing cards nie...bapak femes...aku lak mmg TAK main mende alah game ni...ngok ngek tol...wat malu jerk ngan cousin aku yg darjah 2 yg slalu duk layan game ni kt PC....huhu...daa~~~ continue scanning

finale

2009-11-09T20:11:00.000-08:00

SLIP MENDUDUKI PEPERIKSAAN (kalo xde nie, mmg xleh duduk r time exam. kene berdiri!kiki)

kursus tarikh masa

1. Matematik Diskrit 11/11/09 02:30 PM

2. Kimia Tak Organik 13/11/09 03:00 PM

3. Pembangunan Keusahawanan dalam Sains Teknologi 16/11/09 09:00 AM

4. Rekabentuk dan Analisis Ujikaji 16/11/09 02:30 PM

** penggunaan BM yang maksimum. Tahniah UPSI. haha =)

debaran semakin hampir. Tomorrow will be the day. 11-11~~

Outdated-->Updated

2009-10-26T03:32:00.000-07:00

mixed up feeling of mine and i can't control it until there's rainy on my face *sob sob sob

.... and suddenly got someone knock me thru facebook chat space

and i got this

"keep smiling and think positive. jangan bagi mood kawal kite. but you yourself have to control it. control your mood. if you keep in track with positive thinking, you can convert all those sh*t things into a sweet smile... there's nothing beyond our control. Do remember my dear, pressure makes DIAMOND... i want to see ur smile...:)"

arghhh...kenape mst ade perkataan "dear"... nasihat tu dah orait dah tapi the word "dear", ish...byk maksud tersirat la...

*ok! think on the bright side; dear=sayang=>sayang as a friend full stop.

I Miss and I Love

2009-09-12T03:28:00.000-07:00

Boy or girl? confusing right?? ^-^

in baju kurung...of course a couple of twin girl ;)

when they grew up together...notice that they both r too gurly...

bergaya kah?

pretending**

on their a very happy birthday party...at night lagi tu...

uuuuu...ummmuaah...haha...they both are very good kisser... ;p

suke kiss org

at our aunty place...lepaking without their mummy and daddy...anak yg selalu kena tinggal ni...busy parents ;)

raya time! last year...ini lah kampung halaman ku...desa terchenta!

090909 Part II

2009-09-09T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hug is the best way to convey your feelings to your loved one. Sometimes, hug is ALL that we need. Hugs make us feel secure… hugs make us feel loved… hugs make us feel better… in whatever condition it is… hugs is the best medication and it cost you nothing other than the moment of time…

P.s i miss to hug my beloved one....miss amsyar at the moment....

090909

2009-09-08T22:28:00.000-07:00

No body can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending

Dia Yang Istimewa

2009-08-30T20:49:00.000-07:00

Nobody perfect

Langkah demi langkah diatur menuju ke suatu tempat yang belum pernah aku jejak. Riuh sudah kedengaran walau jarak masih memisahkan aku dan mereka. Jeritan dan laungan mereka sudah cukup buat hati aku kecut. Ya Allah, aku tidak pernah mengalami situasi sebegini. Tabahkan hati ku Ya Allah.

" Tengok ni, kita dapat cikgu baru! Salam cikgu ni. Cikgu ni garang tau jadi, jangan buat perangai."

Mereka datang dekati aku, tangan dihulur, mata mereka kelihatan sayu dan aku sendiri tidak dapat memahami apa yang tersirat dalam pandangan mereka. Tapi beberapa orang sahaja yang datang untuk bersalam dengan aku. kebanyakkan yang lain seperti tercengang-cengang mungkin tidak biasa melihat kehadiran aku di situ.

Tidak sampai 10 minit aku di situ, sudah berlaku pelbagai kejadian di situ. Pengawalan kelas memang tahap kritikal. Handphone ku(cikgu) handphone mu(murid) jua. Surat khabar melayang. Yang aktif, sangat2 la aktif manakala yang pasif, hanya memandang statik di tempat mereka. Seperti mereka tiada di situ. Hanya pandangan kosong.

Mereka di bahagikan mengikut kumpulan-kumpulan kecil dan aku, biasa la kan "cikgu" baru lagi istimewa yang diimport khas untuk hari itu sahaja (tapi kalau ada peluang, aku dengan hati yang terbuka akan join that group) aku ditempatkan untuk menjaga kumpulan A yang dianggapkan paling baik la dalam kalangan mereka. Berada di situ, kita dapat merasakan sesuatu yang sukar untuk ceritakan. Sayu, sedih, pilu semua bercampur. Dan kadang-kadang tu, takut pun ada. Agresif ok!

Sejak mula mendekati mereka hati ini bagai disentuh sesuatu. aku tersenyum sendiri melihat telatah mereka. Aiman Asyraf, sangat istimewa di mata cikgu. "Aiman, cikgu sayang Aiman, Aiman perlu tabah. Aiman boleh. Aiman hanya kekurangan itu dan itu bukanlah alasan untuk Aiman putus asa. Aiman boleh belajar sayang.."

Aku tersentuh dengan Aiman yang merupakan seorang kanak-kanak yang berusia 8 tahun tetapi tidak mampu mengeluarkan kata-kata yang jelas. Memiliki minda yang agak lemah tetapi masih boleh diasah. Walaupun baru aku di situ. Kanak-kanak di situ seakan mahu mendekati aku dan mereka lebih hormatkan aku berbanding guru-guru mereka yang lain Mungkin mereka selalu kena marah dgn yang lain dan aku, belum pernah memarahi mereka ;)

Mereka seakan-akan sedang menarik perhatian aku. Mereka seperti mahukan belaian bukan jeritan guru-guru yang bingit. Tapi kita tidak boleh salahkan guru 100% kerana bukan senang untuk menjaga 20 org kanak-kanak ini yang bermacam-macam ragam.

actually this is not a good task

Aiman dgn ketua kelas

teach them with personal touch

Kanak-kanak Ribena

2009-08-29T06:25:00.001-07:00

sepi aku sendiri

terkilan rasa jiwa

apa daya

ku harus redha

ini la ketentuan

ini la takdir Ilahi

aku hanya mampu menurut segala apa yang telah ditentukan oleh-Nya

aku rindu

hanya kenangan yang membawa aku semanis senyuman

resah di jiwa hanya aku yang tahu

sadness

In photo: abg long and ira at back while abg ngah and me at front

P.s. walau apa pun yang terjadi, hidup mesti diteruskan

Son of Amad

2009-08-27T23:09:00.001-07:00

buah hati amad ;p

Picniking

2009-08-27T22:59:00.000-07:00

still in learning process

Love in Korea

2009-08-27T06:07:00.001-07:00

what about this?

seems like she really in the snowy day right?hehe~~~

Personal Touch

2009-08-27T04:54:00.001-07:00

hi guys

this is my first artwork using picnik ;p

Just Wanna Start Something

2009-08-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

test!

tomorrow going to sit for a test....hard to handle because i'm not business minded so eventhough it just a paper of the way to learn how to be an enterpreneur, still not attract me myself to enjoy that T&L process...bored! tadik aku layan forwards time lecture paper tu...haha...mak oi..x baik btol kan???

study mode**

The Sound of Silence Part II

2009-08-22T19:37:00.000-07:00

arghhh

baby! apsal camni baby? che sue rindu sgt nak dgr suare baby... baby x sudi gile nak ckp ngan che sue...

this time the drama play again and easily makes me sad...i'm too vulnerable lah lately...don't know why

baru je pas calling2 with my mom as usual la mesti la nk dgr my baby nye suare yg sgt manje itu tp tetap bajet macho r....br 2 tahun dh pandai bajet macho, nnt besar x tau la nk bajet ape lak.. ;p

mase aku ngah syok gosip with my mom; terdengar suare manje die kt sebelah my mom..die nak phone...my mom pass la kat die...then suddenly ade la dgr suare die tu...

me: baby! syg che sue?

senyap lame wei....sesi pujuk memujuk la..ape lg

baby: cek cu...cek cu...dop mari? huh..akhirnye

me: baby rindu che sue ek?rindu baby sgt2...baby nak che sue?

baby: nok...kompiter...ipin..ipin nak!

me: ololo..cayang...nnt che sue balik ek

baby: blablabla**cerite die yg aku sendiri xtau nak tulis camne skrip die tu..biase lah...the greek...haha

die mengamuk ape ntah...then aku sambung gosip ngan my mom

aku cuak gile beb td mse tgh gosip...

mak balik kampung last weekend. balik atas urusan rasmi...hehe..g jemput saudara mara since lg sebulan majlis tu nak dilangsungkan...ade la sorang cousin mak ni; kalo x silap la die br je dpt menantu 1st last 2 years...and now dh ade cucu dah...mcm cpt jerk...tp logik je sbnrnye..hehe

xde kaitan pon ngan aku..haha..tahniah la makcik dpt cucu

pastu boleh plak die p ckp kt mak aku yg skrg ni die tgh duk cari menantu utk her 2nd son..skrip die lebey kurang camni la.."kak nik mah, tulung gak cari soghe ko ma...nok cekgu kalu buleh.."

sigh! mak aku leh lak p wat lawak ngan makcik tu..."hehe...kak nik mah nok wi hok bosu pon tgh ngaji lagi tu"...makcik itu membalas.."xpo...buleh tunggu..."arghh...ape ni mak??? x remaje langsung p promote anak sendiri...tlg r...i'm only 12 ok! eh nope terbalik...21..haha

mak aku ni mmg nak kene lah...ish...risau gak ni kalo makcik tu take it serious x ke nyanye aku...uwaaaa...xmo2...tanak abg tu...abg amir kot name die...die ensem sgt...aku lak x cun sgt2..haha...ckit2 je...kiki

jgn buat main mende camni....mane aku nak letak Mr F? (you will always in my heart** blushed)

dah la..xnak la pk psl ni...only LOVE can stay..the rest; good bye!

td baby senyap je ye ngan che sue?suke la baby ni perabis kedit che sue...seb baik this month ayoh yie amcha top up extra...hehe...sempena Ramadhan kot...extra bonus..wehee~~thanks bro..really appreciate IT...

Ya Allah....aku sangat sedang merindui my only one baby amcha!

tgk lah die...sgt pandai buat aksi yg macho...haha...teringat ni..aduh

baby majuk ek??comel jugak even sedang buat muke...hehe..x heran pon baby majuk..nnt baby carik che sue gak..pelok che sue gak...hehe

the golfer...silap hari bulan, aku pon die baling ngan stick tu..hehe..he really into sport...he did play all the times...mmg pantang nmpk ball...xkire la ball ape pon..die layan jerk...tendangan die mmg agak sharp la jugak...mmg slalu kene la...mantap...ptg2 ikut aunty p main kt padang skolah...haha...org main netball die duk sebok tendang bola aim kaki bdk2 tu duk syok main netball...haha...nakal ya amat la bdk ni sorang...

yg best..die kurang nak terime pertolongan atau bantuan org lain...kecik2 dh nmpk die nye effort

penah gak la aku terpikir nak "culik" die one day...nak amek die..nak jage die...hehe...tu pon nnt aku dh stable la...ekonomi dh ok...aku nk request ngan umi die...mase tu aku dh 23, 24...so, die pon dh 4,5 thn kan...senang la...time aku keje, aku hntr la die p play school...hehe...die sgt manje ngan aku sejak2 aku balik cuti h1n1 yg seminggu tu...hehe...die dh mule rapat ngan aku...clinging..melekat jerk...hehe...wow...mcm best...umur 24 dh ade hero umur 5 thn...tp bdk ni high maintenance; bkn sbb susu tp baju...aduh..die dh pandai pilih nak pakai which one....yg biase2 dh x layan dh skrg ni...for those yg selalu ngan pakaian bdk2 mst tau la cost die camne...baju rege lain; sluar lain ok...plus both ade la 60++..tu br sepasang beb...erk...kalah la che sue nnt..ish..tp pape pon..kalo panjang umur murah rezeki...i'm going to take you and stay with me...hehe...muaxx baby

The Sound of Silence

2009-08-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

not sure with the title of this post but those word just come across my mind then i just put it into this

1st, let start with serious one. to all muslims out there, wishing all of you happy fasting and hope that this Ramadhan bring us some shine.

my day without breakfast; since Pizza Hut just opened at my place, plan to hv lunch there before start our days with no more lunch in about a month onwards...

some short moment;

sharing is loving

UPSI Di Hati

2009-08-19T03:02:00.000-07:00

wah sudah bersawang-sawangan dah page unwanted ni. been very busy lately with the assignments, quizzes, tests, lab, lab report and summore preparing for an event.

hari ni ade sesi bergambar bersama bdk kelas. since this is our final semester in UPSI, before step out one day... gonna miss the memory for 4 years "drama" of AT48 1st batch...hv lots of drama between US ok! hahaha

I Was Born in October

2009-08-06T00:05:00.000-07:00

Loves to chat.

Loves those who loves them.

Loves to takes things at the center.

Inner and physical beauty.

Lies but doesn't pretend.

Gets angry often.

Treats friends importantly.

Always making friends.

Easily hurt but recovers easily.

Daydreamer.

Opinionated.

Does not care of what others think.

Emotional.

Decisive.

Strong clairvoyance.

Loves to travel, the arts and literature.

Touchy and easily jealous.

Concerned.

Loves outdoors.

Just and fair.

Spendthrift.

Easily influenced.

Easily loses confidence.

Loves children.

Meaningful Unexpected School Break

2009-08-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

nampaknya betul lah aku dah lama tak update dearie diary aku yang sebijik ini...bukan tanak tp x berkesempatan la sayang2 di luar sane...hehe..kelam kabut sikit lah sejak kebelakangan ni...mcm2; hal sekolah, hal keluarga, rumah tangge sume lah...haha ;)

Rabu- 29 Julai
satu kejadian aneh telah berlaku tanpa diduga oleh akal. aku ade kelas pkol 8 pg tu. as usual la aku akan bgn sedikit awal dr biase. tambahan pulak hari tu ade pendaftaran sekolah untuk latihan mengajar bagi semester depan utk students Math batch July '06. aku dpt arahan daripada SV aku die suruh dtg seawal mungkin. die ckp die dtg dlm pkol 7.15 a.m so awak dtg lah sebelum sy sampai. since register tu manually, aku kene masuk room die lah. die dh bgtau kalo bdk2 ni tanye nape msk room ckp je nk discuss psl presentation.. mmg nk discuss pon psl tu tp bkn hari tu lah...hari2 lain yg belum ditetapkan tarikhnye lg...hehe...aku x bersalah..SV aku yg ajar...aku just menurut arahan =)

dgn berbesar hati aku bgn pkol 5.50 a.m then terus mandi...haa x leh blah...x penah2 aku mandi seawal itu kt Tg Malim...haha...aku bajet dlm pkol 7 dah nak gerak la ke kampus...ye la kan nak sampai awal...wehee~~

sekali aku kuar jerk pintu shower room,my roomate bgtau..."sue, hari ni sume class dibatalkan...kite kene kuarantin...h1n1...******* bgtau semalam announce kt kolej pkol 2 pagi."

uwaaaaaa.....tidak!!!aku dh siap mandi dh ni...dh la tgh tejuk time tu..gilow...luar sejuk tp hati panessss...hahaha...

calling2 sume org; my coursemate, SV sume la...x jd la g awal sbb x leh msk kampus pon...aku solat...mencari ketenangan...huhu..then terus gedebush atas katil...continue sleeping beauty lah..ape lg...hati dh panas...tdow je la...malas nk pk pape...

make the story short
ptg dlm pkol 2 dpt berita upsi tutup due to h1n1 case...cuti sampai 9 ogos...damn! tiket aku dh siap beli return utk 14 ogos ni...dgn pantas member aku merempit pegi carik tiket...yg x tahan tu...yg g beratur lg awal dpt tiket 30/8 pagi...member aku yg q lg blkg tetibe leh dpt 29/8 mlm...wah...tu la...rezeki2....hihi...mase nk tunggu tau dpt tiket ke x tu...ya allah...x tenang hidop...dgn adik aku call srh balik la...bla bla bla...akhirnye aku selamat sampai ke bumi Kota Bharu pkol 3 lebey pagi Khamis tu...syukur alhamdulillah =)

Khamis- 30 Julai
mcm biasa lah kalo 1st day kt umah tdo sampai lebam lah...haha...tetibe rase sesuatu bermain-main atas chest aku...bukak mata;winkwink~~~my hero landing rupenye...muax lah...miss u syg...hahaha...baby amcha manje2 ngan aku....mase aku sampai subuh2 tu die tgh mamai..aku kejut die nak peluk die pon die tanak kasi tau...sedih aku...hehehe...die lak yg kejut aku pkol 11.30 pagi...pagi lg kan?btol2...still pagi...hahaha...blom noon lagi...main2 ngan die jap pastu br mandi...g dpr...ting!sume dah terhidang...yummy...xyah ckp lah ade ape..kang ade lak yg telan air liur..hihi..alah..masakan biase2 je..yg masak gune dapur gas gak...x gune dapur arang batu pon...x pelik lah...haha...aritu xde ape yg berlaku...just antara aku ngan amcha je lah...manje2 sume lah...hehe...

Lab

2009-07-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

a bit stress at the moment since tomorrow's morning i have to force myself to enter the chemistry lab...hate do the things in the lab bring a big impact to me...what was the big impact?the big impact is i have no feeling to settle my lab report for the last week lab...gilow x?esok pagi2 pkol 8 aku ada lab tapi until now i still not finish my work yet...kalo dah ada perasaan tak suka tu kan, kasi la lecturer or lab assistant ganteng camne pon still x jalan lah....x suke la subject nie...aku nye daya imaginasi skrg ni dah lemah so nak imagine structure tu memang sukar lah

p.s: last week my lecturer already warning us. no next lab if we do not pass up our report first!

Benefits of getting sick

2009-07-25T21:06:00.001-07:00

after about 25 minutes enjoying shower~~

Aku mahu mobil yang besar

Aku mahu rumah yang besar

Aku mahu upah yang besar

Wang untuk berbelanja

Aku mahu impian besa.....wehee~~my phone ringing lorh

me: ello

caller:assalamualaikum

me:opsss...hehe...waalaikumusalam mummy (senyum sendiri..haa kan dh terkene..belagak lg)

caller:btol ke che sue sakit gigi?

me:uiks...mane tau ni?

caller:abe yie oyak sakni...dio tepon ko mok oyak che sue sakit gigi jak semale...doh gano doh tu?

me:emmm...gitu ah...sakit...denyut2...sakit bawoh gigi...kt gusi tu...sakit pah ko palo...td dah kumur ngan air garam...emm ok la ckit...kurang dh ckit sakit nye tu...tp masih sakit lagi laa...nok mok!

caller:oloh....ngado sokmo kalu sakit...br ckit jah tu...sabar la ckit...dugaan la tu....ko make cekelak byk sgt nie? (eh, tau2 je mak aku nie)

me:hehe....dah org kasi...xkan x mkn lak....x baik tu...org kasi kene hargai...so, cara menghargai adalah dengan memakan pemberiannye itu...hehe (gelak2 manje ckit ngan mamiku sayang)

**kedengaran suara kanak-kanak ribena yang sedang berusaha mendapatkan gagang telefon

baby am:che sue!!!! (huh...bingit tinge aku seyh)

baby am:cha nih...cha nih...

me:ye sayang....baby buat ape tu?

baby am:oasis...awoh wa bak

**tgk channel oasis....alhamdulillah...our tomorrow's ustaz rock

me:baby make doh?nenek suap?

baby am:miyo...tok ki...tok ki aumm (atuk die=ayah aku bwk die round2 ngan motor la tu..rutin pg2)

baby am:**ckp ape ntah...aku xleh tangkap...x phm sgt....ckp byk tapi sorry la che sue x reti sgt bahasa baby...nnt kalo cuti, che sue cuba mendalami bahasa baby ek....

**back to my mum....haha...since raye dah dekat ape kate kite berbincang mengenai topik raye...menarik lg deboom tu...aish..rancak lak borak...td kate sakit gigi..opss...haha...xde la...dengar suare2 org dirindui ni kadang tu leh jd penawar gak..seyes...btol...kenyataan...mujarab gak la...

baby am bising and sebok je nak join che sue ngan nenek...hehe...sweet btol dgr suara baby jerit2 mengamuk manje gitu...miss U baby...geram nak pelok2 and kiss die...

mok:ok lah lan kali pulop....amsyar dh mengamuk kat tok ki die tu...tok ki ado kijo nok wak...ho ingat tu...bo make cekelak byk2...ckit2 jah...doh la koho gemuk loni...(oshhh...mak ku...sampai hati ckp anakanda bongsu ni gemox)

me:baik......okey mum...thanks call...doakan anak bongsu sehat sokmo deh?hehe

mak:emm x yoh doa xpo..meme sehak sokmo doh anok bongsu ni...dih?

me:alaaa...bkn sehat tu...sembuh sakit gigi ni ha...

mak:g la klinik...kalu keno cabut, cabut la...x soh duk sipe la kalu wat nyusah gak...

me:emmm...yo lah...kem salam pelok ciom kat baby amsyar tau....bye2 mok...assalamualaikum

mak:insyaAllah....ok la...jago diri molek....waalaikumusalam

p/s:hari ni aku bahagia...pagi tadi dah dapat phone call dari jauh...thanks abang..hehe...pas mandi my beloved mum lak call...wehee....tetibe ilang sikit rase sakit kt gusi aku ni...terima kasih kat orang yang sudi call aku....okes...going to continue my work...nak wat reference utk report about webinar

gembira dalam kesakitan

New Bestie

2009-07-19T03:09:00.001-07:00

~~Touch of Pink~~

Rectify

2009-07-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

Thanks God

what can i said is just...I'm free!!!

can't share this feeling...only me myself know how free i am...to be honest, i just pretend nothing happen between both of us...*identity beliau terpaksa dirahsiakan...untuk kebaikan kami berdua...

kenal tp mcm x kenal...dan aku pulak, name je satu skolah tp harem aku x kenal die..sorry bkn aku sombong tp aku ni jns manusia yg susah nak buat kwn...dah kwn, mmg susah nak lupe la...tp nk start mmg sukar tahap dewa la...aku cam ssh gile nak say hi kat org yg aku x penah kenal...so, it's true me

die start contact aku last year after kitorg ade reunion geng2 high school (TMS) on July if i'm not mistaken...1st die send msg thru friendster then die start nk jd friend aku kt FS...aku ok je...x kesah...after period of time, he request to add me as his friend in his ym friend's list...he add me, i just accept him and since there, we always chit chatting...talking about our own life...he got lots of things to share with...aku dgn rela hati dgr and pengalaman die best la penuh cabaran dan rintangan...even problem yg agak peribadi pon die sudi share ngan aku...ade gak la part yg die mengadu "something" about his life...xley nk gtau kat sni....too personal...

ym, ym and ym...after long time communicate thru ym, he asked me to gv him my phone number..as friend, i dont think i cant gv it to him...ala...kwn2 nak no. phone kan?normal la tu....start from that moment onwards, he became more caring...like a caretaker...dah la mase tu aku lonely...i'm all alone on that moment...aku dah rase pelik di situ tp x pk yg bukan2...open lagi la...aku mmg terima kasih byk2 kat die time tu....die mmg amek berat psl aku....x sangke gak la org laki mcm die leh caring mcm tu skali kt aku...sedangkan die x kwn sgt ngan gurls lain...aku dpt info ni pon drpd junior2 die yg stdy same2 ngn die kt INSTEP...junior ke?xla...same batch...cuma bdk tu muda setahun drpd die...aku pon jd rapat gak ngan bdk tu...mane x nye...most of the nite duk kakak kakak! kakak suke *** *** x?aduhai...akak xley jwb tu la dik oi...huhu..just forget about it...tp mmg geng2 diorg agak pelik la die duk ym ngan "a gurl"..x penah2 la kot kes ni berlaku...huhu...

in short, die ade la hint2 yg die ala2 suke aku..*blushed...wehee~~

tp aku x kenal sgt ngan die and i'm not a risk taker ok...lg pon..hati aku x stable sgt time tu..mcm dh blocking dh time tu...aku sedih gak la...tp aku x de la tolak die mentah2 mcm aku dh penah buat kt someone b4 this (during my school time)...tu zaman kanak2 riang..x pk perasaan org lain...bantai jerk xnak terima org...bkn jual mahal ok!just time tu aku xtau ape itu CINTA...

utk tidak wat org terus mengharap, aku buat citer yg aku in a relationship with someone padahal mase tu aku dh break dh pon...sori la...tu mmg aku tipu...dan tu la yg buat aku rase bersalah ya amat...tp aku tipu pon utk kebaikan semua pihak...aku tanak die kecewa at the end...aku bkn x suke die...suke je..tp just suke utk buat kwn...kenot more than a friend la...sejak tu die mule menjauhkan diri...obviously lak tu....mmg nmpk la...may be sbb die x bese nk handle feeling2 nie...

lame gak la die senyap...tetibe die muncul kembali mcm xde pape yg terjadi...emm...aku try la buat mcm xde pape gak...serius, lame beb die majok ngan aku..aduhai...kental gak la die ni...aku msg x lyn tu...aduh...aku mmg rase bersalah gile r time tu...tp xkan nk tarik blk kot statement rekaan aku semat-mata tu lak kan?kenot!

last 3-4 months die ade berterus terang sesuatu kt aku..thru ym...mse tu die kt Perhentian Island...diving...die bgtau actually dh lame die usha aku...since form 2..tp x berani nk tegur...die ckp dulu aku slalu wat muke ketat..sekali sekale senyum manis gak la...aummm...kembang gile aku time tu...haha....koya2..ok2...back to the story...kitorg dh ok time tu...die x marah aku dh kot time tu...last month, die ade call aku..siap pinjam no maxis kwn die lg tu...die pakai celcom...cost ckit la contact aku kan..since aku kan pelanggan setia maxis...huhu...die top up RM30 kot...die kol aku 3 kali kot...1st tu jap je...yg 2nd and 3rd tu lame r...yg last call dlm sejam lebey gak la...he wants to settle everything with me...tp still leh gelak2 lg la...die ade gak la ngadu psl back pain die tu...then aku duk pujuk2 gak la die g check kt doc...die duk asyik amek pain killer jerk...just utk tahan sakit je..pastu sakit lg..even duk dlm lecture hall pon die sakit2...kesian gak la...

pastu senyap...ade la comment2 thru FB..aku tanak la putus kawan terus kan...mcm x bgs gak kan putus kwn?for me la...dont know others...and surprisely, tonite he buzz me!

intro as usual...good sign!hehe...die ok...mcm xde pape jerk...tetibe die mintak permission aku nk tanye sesuatu..and more tu nak mintak pandangan and some advice...aku tye la skop ape kan?die jwb, psl tino laa...opsss...gurl??haha...yes!finally, he found someone...aku gembira die tanye aku psl gurl...even aku x confirm lg tino tu utk gf ke mak ke kakak ke nenek ke mak cik ke hape kan?tp seriously, deep into my heart keep saying that he opens his heart now...hehe...bla bla bla...aku just ckp la ape2 yg patut kan...tp ssh ckit la nk ajar coz aku side pompuan...mane la nk pro ngan bab2 nk pikat gurl nie...aku just ckp, kalo aku...aku tertarik kt guy yg ala2 caring gitu dan yg xmudah putus asa..that's the key word....for me la...

die blur coz die sgt x berani...dan aku ade gak mention yg actually the words "I Love You" is not the main idea...may be pendekatan lain lg berkesan....

dh lewat dh then die lapo nk carik kepsi...so die kuar...tetibe aku termenghayati lagu VE titled IZINKAN...ish...tgk2 kt lirik die tu cam sesuai je utk kwn aku yg sorang nie...then aku terus msg die...hehe..share this with him....who knows thru song, leh menambat hati sang puteri..kan?aku suke die jumpe org yg die suke....

p.s: semoga beliau menemui insan yg mampu membahagiakan dirinya...tiada yang lain, hasrat aku just nk tgk die bahagia....just that...dont give up my friend...

My 1st Beau

2009-07-13T07:23:00.000-07:00

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yurp...he was my first beau....no others guy come and placed in my heart longer than him...my love, my friend, my playmate, and also my arch-enemy ;)

for real, he is my lovely lil bro....die lah org 1st yg panggil aku "kak sue"...kalo xde die, may be aku over manje kot..mane x nye...anak bongsu dlm family la katekan...syukur coz die wujud dlm hidup aku...die lah yg buat aku jd kental...tabah...cekal...sume la yg positif2 tu...ye la kan..kakak...takkan la nk tunjuk manje depan adik nye lak kan...ntah pape la kakak yg spesis camtu...x remaje langsung..wehee~~

during my childhood, he was the only one my playmate yg paling setia la ngan aku...got another one..tp abg aliff (actually younger than me, 18yrs old) x lame lepak ngan kitorg..die ikut papa and mama die pindah Melaka....ckmff gak la yg maintain until now.... :)

some pic of him

ketika zaman kegemilangan beliau ;)

current pic of him....he just share with me a moment ago :)

ni la lil bro aku yg lg besau dr kakak nye yg kiut miut ini..wehee~~~

... and Million Words For LOVE

2009-07-08T22:55:00.000-07:00

homies!!! hate this feeling but we still need that since to make sure we are always on the track missing and loving people that we love much ;)

Rindu Ana??? x payah... hari2 jumpe... ;) actually i miss the beach :)

i miss this!! nak jln2 lagik... best coz ade driver ;)

my work place for 2 months at MAFPREC... miss to lepak2 there ;)

the FISH!!! sea bass... i do miss them.. miss to feed them... miss to give light touch to them..

eh anak sape nie? hehe... my hero!! miss his kiss and hugxx...miss him and my FAMILY

Wan Mohd Danish Akil; mewakili kaum keluarga ku di Kelantan... miss them too...one kiss for budok temox...muaxxx ;)

opssie.....also miss this guy... he's now enjoying his winter break @ Sydney and tomorrow he going to hv games...selamat berjaya abang...

No Words For Hate

2009-07-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

Too many times i'm trying to blog something but i don't have any ideas since too many things happening lately. I just keep all things in my mind and trying to keep all those things save for long term memory. Hopes for the better life in the future. Forcing myself not think deeply about the things that happening in my life.

Bad thing that comes without "invitation". Kecuaian seseorang membawa padah dan terpaksa ditanggung bersama walaupun tanpa sezarah kerelaan. Nak mengamuk pun menda dah jadi. Yang penting jadikan teladan kepada sesiapa sahaja yang bergelar pemandu tak kira lah pemandu kenderaan 2 roda or 4 roda or beroda-roda. Semua kena hati-hati ketika memandu baik di jalan raya, jalan laut or udara. Kecuaian inilah yang boleh menyebabkan nyawa orang melayang. Kesian abg long. Kesayangannya kelukaan dan tercalar. Belum sempat sambut 1st birthday dah kena "cium" dengan pak cik mengong. Syukur Alhamdulillah kami tidak tercedera. Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu perasaan kami saat itu. Memang insaf.

My big bro's Civic

Ini yang buat my big brother mengamuk

Tapi sy sangat bersyukur kerana Allah melindungi kami sekeluarga

My mum and sis Syirah in front while baby Amchaa at his feveret place (bahaya btol la bdk2 yg suke lepak kt tgh ni...kalo break emergancy, adohai...terhumban ke depan la mereka2)

have not tried

2009-07-05T06:34:00.000-07:00

footynottynotes

have not tried to think deep into IT
just realize that every single thing happens for a reason
i don't have to deny the thing that happening

keep smile even deep into my heart it was very hard to let it be

Memori Bersama.... Kasihku Abadi

2009-06-17T18:31:00.000-07:00

we r the champion...we r the champion (plis do sing this song together~~~kuikuikui)
actually this is my beloved...from right: aunty majenie, aunty bebeh and the most cute and adorable lil young lady, anak [me lorh]...y anak?hehe..actually they called me anak coz we r complete family...we hv neney, daddy N ibu, also the aunties....bebeh and majenie...hihi...miss them...i always story them what my heart feel...so guys, fyi, they hv lots of my secret recipe..ayoyo...

you see..my aunty very the garang....they never gv me space to seat there....how cruel r they..huhu..no la...actually aunty majeni x puas hati coz i manage to finish the ice cream 1st...haha...well i kan hantu....laju jerk kalo bab mamam eskrim nie...jgn tatau...

wink wink..u see..how close we r...hehe...love them much..muaxxxx..c u next semester k!

fottynottynote: masih belum terlambat walaupun sedikit terlewat utk sy ucapkan tahniah kpd semua rakan seperjuangan sy di UPSI esp AT48 1st batch yg telah berjaya menaikkan point-point mereka (DL)...Syukur alhamdulillah atas segala rezeki yg dicurahkan-Nya...semoga kalian terus berusaha ke arah mencapai target kita semua....buktikan kebolehpercayaan yg tinggi terhadap AT48....

Far In Distance....Near In HEART

2009-06-16T23:07:00.000-07:00

uhuks....what the jiwang gurl i am...tatau la tetibe tertranslate normal malay saying; "jauh di mata, dekat di hati"....

ape yg jauh? ape yg dekat nie?

aduhai...yg jauh nye xpasti..tp yg dekatnye sgt lah pasti...menanti pasti..Dato' Ct ckp....

back to the story

less than 3 weeks to go
to go?nak p mane ni cik adek???
p skolah la...dh nk kene kembali ke skolah dh..adus...report still in progress...going to finish both before next Tuesday..i wish...

back to school...
bkn malas nk stdy tp mls nk face all the papers for next semester...don't know how to handle what i'm feel right here right now...listen to the names already makes me feel like arghhhh dh xde paper lain ke yg blh diamek...tdk menarik perhatian sang puteri langsung...at least bg la name best2 ckit...adus...pening mak duk pk nasib guwe semester dpn...ku berserah.....dot

Take A Break

2009-06-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

the darlings wif abg in action monitoring the broodstocks ~~ sea bass come close to us

interviewing the fish farmer

surveying CENTS project a@ Pok Su Pa place

with mummy Dayang....one of the staff @ PPPIL

lagi mau kasi ka?xyah la..tu tgk la caption di situ....Big Dil in action..kuikuikui

New Generation

2009-06-16T00:41:00.001-07:00

my hero dah besau dah...kejap je...still remember every single moment when he was 1st day...

p/s: penah die panggil aku mammiiii...sentap sebentar...i mude lg tau....masih blom layak utk dipanggil sebegitu rupe...kikiki....

Everyone Need Someone

2009-06-15T23:03:00.000-07:00

dah lame aku x usha mende alah nie...tetibe terserempak ngan this design...cam cantek...zasss aku terus la select this one and frame my pic...seyes dh lame aku x wat tus...saje je tu..td after my brain dh kepenatan mengayat....i just to make sure that my brain rest after 3 hrs seraching for the ideas....haha....xde keje btol la bdk nie...ekceli bkn xde keje; maleh....that's the key word..ahaks

kantoi

2009-06-13T18:58:00.000-07:00

mak oi....photo nie mmg btol2 focus...focus ape???focus my jelawats la tu...bengang seyh ngan that person yg telah berjaye mengkantoikan aku...aduyai...dh la mase tu tgh byk aksesori kt my face itu...die gune SLR tu...mmg blh kire sejibik2 r...haha...dh blh wat statistik....kikiki

yeah i'm back

2009-05-30T16:48:00.000-07:00

Had course last week...the whole week i spent most of my time joined the lectures and simulation...the courses actually still going but i hv something to settle down...so, my boss gimme excuse for that...hahaha...i'm free from all the schedule which we can say that quite pack..from 8 to 10 then hv break fpr half an hour then back to the course from 10.30 to 12.30 and hv lunch also prayers (Zohor) then start back on 2.00 to 4.30...and hv some tea and back home on 5 p.m...fuh...super saturated when then lectures full the schedule...gaining loads of info and new knowledge about fisheries esp in handling the "induk" also how to make the foods eg. rotifier, artemia, kopepod..all that act the zooplankton b4 that we hv to learn how to
culture the fitoplankton first which is iso, nano, tetra and and chorella (act it's not the true name...hihi...x ingat la specific name mereka2 sume)hihi.....

some pic for 1st week of de course

1st day: terpakse tlg settlekan keje my boss yg pegi Filipino itu...adus...tetibe lak aku dh pro gune that machine..hehe...so kalo ade sesape nk potostet pape, meh la cni...aku leh tlg korang...ecece..cam baek jerk =p

2nd:bluwekk!!haha...aku mau termuntah pd hari ke-2..nape?hurm meh nk story...kitorg diberi 1 task yg mane kitorg kene sediakan makanan utk brrodstock giant groupers beb...mak oi..giler take care kt minah ngan mamat2 giant sume tu...aku bajet maen campak jerk ikan2(musyuk!!!) utk bg diorg mkn...rupe2nye, b4 bg depa mkn, kite kene inject minyak ikan and then sumbat multivitamin sejibik kt dlm ikan yg kite nk kasik giant2 tu mamam...bkn itu saje...beliau juge dihidangkan dgn sotong beb..tujuan utk enrich ngan protein nk make sure telur2 yg bakal mereka produce nnt tu berkualiti...aku dpt info nk drpd Pegawai Penyelidik kt sini.... =)

3rd day: preparation for Green Water (org PPPIL pgl air ijau jerk)...ni adalah fitoplankton
(tumbuhan seni halus yg sgt lah halus...cannot be seen thru naked eyes) mikroskopik living things....kitorg diajar cara k sediakan mende alah tu sume...jgn tatau tumbuhan seni pon kene baja gak ok..bkn pokok2 bunge sajek yg kene baja...fitoplankton pon kene baja gak...

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nnt top-up lg another picssssssss..hehe..byk lg

My last day for 2nd week

2009-05-20T18:57:00.000-07:00

Happy Thursday everyone!!

read it as happy as U can shout-it-out

hari ini hujan turun dengan lebat. saya merasa kesejukkannya. ditambah pula dengan suhu yang begitu dingin di sekitar pejabat ini. penyejuk udara bekerja kuat. hasilkan suhu yang rendah. semakin dingin suhu bilik, semakin tinggi kadar kemengantukan seseorang. tetiba terkeluar ilmu sains pagi-pagi buta.hanya satu je ubat yang boleh menurunkan kadar kemengantukan itu; layan FB ngan blogging laa.... =p

Let picture prove the things;

hujan lebat kat luar office; orang di dalam office jadik mengantuk ya amat

Nothing specific task given today. Actually most of the officers here going to Malacca for a program there. Mr Nick (Nik Razali Nik Lah) also not here. Makes me feel so bored waiting for 5 p.m. Not very interest with office job because i'm feel different here compared during me @ school last year. Interact with lots of student makes me become more excited. Dont know with u guys. Different people different perceptions

Still okey having with this situation (job @ industry), not too bad. Gaining extra knowledge about fisheries industry and others information related to agroculture, agriculture and some other cultures. Marine life such a nice field to explore.

Pesanan yg bermakna

2009-05-18T18:37:00.000-07:00

received them during Teacher's Day celebration ( May 16, 09)

thanks with all my heart for those who still remember me... and unpredictable wish from SKPN member (the teachers and also my students)

the msg:

Mak cakap CIKGU macam MAGGI,
makanan masa susah...

Ayah cakap CIKGU macam D'SEEKERS,
menakutkan...

Atuk cakap CIKGU macam ASTRO,
macam-macam ada...

tapi

Saya cakap CIKGU macam L'OREAL,
kerana dirimu begitu berharga!!!

SELAMAT HARI GURU

"Guru Pembina Negara Bangsa"

from my Kak Yatie:

Dulu die pegang rotan, kita cakap dia garang....
Bila dia masuk kelas lambat, kita kata dia malas...
Bila dia marah-marah kita, kita cakap dia melampau...
KINI kita adalah dia....

SELAMAT HARI GURU

psst: terima kasih juga utk yang wish via email, sms and wish melalui my sister...hehe =)

MAFPREC

2009-05-17T01:04:00.001-07:00

after a week time lepak-ing here (MAFPREC- Marine Finfish Production & Research Center), gaining some new interest about Fisheries Industry in Malaysia.

CENT - RAS

one of innovation which is can help fish farmers to have technology for fry fish production. i'm going to study about this system. Cheap Efficient Nursery Tank

In photo: rozzana and single young lady, Miss Suhaila ;-)

Selamat Hari Guru

2009-05-15T20:50:00.000-07:00

thanks kak Farah (mommy otai) for this card...even i'm not officially a teacher but insyaAllah one day i will involve with this kind of business..now i'm as one of future teacher =)

I'm Touched

2009-05-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

malam yang sunyi tanpa gangguan buah hati kesayangan aku yang baru mencecah usia 2 tahun bertakhta di hati aku ini... beliau tidak lain dan tidak bukan, anak buah aku yang bernama Wan Abdul Karim Amsyar bin bapaknye la...sape lg kan kalo bkn along aku..hehe..malasla nk taip fullname bf aku tu..hehe....kalo mlm2 hari x hujung minggu, aku xley nk lepak2 camni..beliau akan kacau aku...uwaaa..xley nk on9 lau die ade...die tekan sane sini la kalo tgk aku on jerk lappy or PC...sigh!

tp die xderk nie terase gak sunyi nye...aish...tu la manusia..mmg x reti nk bersyukur...huhu..kalo die ade, aku slalu merungut ckp amcaa nie bosan la...kacau che sue jerk...tp saat2 die x bersame nie, terase sunyi lak hidupku ini...x dgr suare manje die tu..aduss merana jiwa..hehe....miss him much..

dah terase buhsan ape lg xde keje lain la blogwalking la aku..singgah manyak tmpt gak tadik..penat jgk la bejalan kan..siap kuar2 peluh lg tu..wah...terlebey sudah..kikiki...ha..nk ckp ni jerk...td mse aku singgah kt place missunguviolet, aku dijamu dgn sesuatu yg buat aku terase utk mendapatkan sumber nye...hehe...aku search la kt utube...tup tup dpt terus...i like...hehe

so ni la yg aku dpt

penat tau i carik..tp lau nk best korang search la lagu die..from dehearty titled wanita

Kau digelar sebagai penyeri dunia
Hadirmu melengkap hubungan manusia
Bukan sahaja dirindui yang biasa
Malah Adam turut sunyi tanpa Hawa

Akalmu senipis bilahan rambut
Tebalkanlah ia dengan limpahan ilmu
Jua hatimu bak kaca yang rapuh
Kuatkanlah ia dengan iman yang teguh

Tercipta engkau dari rusuk lelaki
Bukan dari kaki untuk dialasi
Bukan dari kepala untuk dijunjung
Tapi dekat di bahu untuk dilindung
Dekat jua di hati untuk dikasihi
Engkaulah wanita hiasan duniawi

Mana mungkin lahirnya bayangan yang lurus elok
Jika datangnya dari kayu yang bengkok
Begitulah peribadi yang dibentuk
Engkaulah wanita istimewa

psst alangkah indahnya dunia seorang wanita kalau semua kaum adam kt dunia ni berfikiran macam ni... buat renungan kaum adam... hargailah wanita disisi anda semua... kasihilah mereka...lindungilah mereka...sepenuh hati...seikhlas hati...

Tika ku kebuhsanan

2009-05-12T21:37:00.001-07:00

after period of time not landing here... =)

Yahoo! a message from me

2009-04-29T21:45:00.000-07:00

end of semester 6~~~

**tp belajar x penah dan takkan abes. masih di tahap bwh. mst berusaha utk ke tahap yg lebih tinggi dan tinggi setinggi-tinggi nyer..wow..tinggi nyer cita2 che sue nie..hehe..InsyaAllah...one day...i'm going to walk to that stage too...i need your support..just that...everybody!!!plis support this unmatured young lady..kikiki

heading to be 4th year student... InsyaAllah this coming July....

psst mlm ni sy nk blk kampong.. ade sape2 nk ikut x? jom jom.. bag sy ade space lagik nie.. moh ler..kikiki

My Family; the pillar of support

2009-04-27T09:20:00.001-07:00

Is It TRUE???

2009-04-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

It's True
by Backstreet Boys

Even the lover makes a mistake sometimes.

Like any other, fall out and lose his mind.

And I'm sorry for the things I did,

For your teardrops, or the words I said.

Can you forgive me and open your heart once again? Oh yeah.

(Chorus)

It's true. I mean it.

From the bottom of my heart.

Yeah, it's true.

Without you I would fall apart.

Whatever happened, I know that I was wrong. Oh yes. <----bgs la die tau silap dan salah die

Can you believe me? Maybe your faith is gone.

But I love you and I always will,

So I wonder if you want me still.

Can you forgive me and open your heart once again?

Oh yeah.

Chorus

I'd do anything to make it up to you.

So, please understand and open your heart once again.

Chorus 2x

It's true.

this song really bring thousand and one meaning to me and Mr Pillar
me myself still dont know and confusing whether this kind of issue make sense or not bcoz it was last 7 years (form 2's story~~~).

ntah ler belalang....guwe enggak tau...true ke tak true ke...anggap sajek la tu citer lame yg x mungkin akan menjadi kenyataan...let it be memory of yours...forever and ever...tp hrp2 Mr Pillar boleh phm status dan keadaan aku skrg yg sudah mempunyai lovelife yg diharapkan kekal abadi~~~i'm always pray for it...=)

psst now i need to give extra concentration towards my 2 more papers and unforgettable presentation too....peace!!!

April 22

2009-04-22T09:04:00.001-07:00

In photo Hajjah Siti Maznah Mahmood

mak dah 57 tahun dah

tadik aku hampir terlupe dgn tarikh yg sentiasa berada di kotak fikiran aku ni...naseb baek la aku tergerak hati nk call umah then my baby after all (Insyirah) tegedik2 cerite kak Yanti(anak angkat mak aku-dentist student from USM KK) anta hadiah brooch kaler mcm2 kt nenek....alamak...aku lmbt...ntah pape btol la aku sejak duwe menjak nie...sukar utk ditafsirkan....

mak
selamat hari lahir yg ke-57
semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki
terima kasih atas semua pengorbanan yg telah mak lakukan utk budak ini~~~thanks for memanjakan sue dr kecik sampai la dh besau pon still lg treat like dulu2 gaks...hehe=)

psst being her daughter is the most precious gift

kak Suhaila

2009-04-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

ni pic aku last Sunday

1st batch & 2nd batch of AT48 reunite and gather in a workshop

x pepasal aku kene jadik fasi; dah kalo jadik fasi tu kan...mau x nye dak2 tu x panggil aku "akak" or "kak Suhaila" kan??

aduhai aku dh gelak cam ape ntah tp dlm my tummy je la..kat luar belagak kewl jerk...mane leh junior tau status sebenar aku..kenot occay...aku ttp 1st batch!!!**nk jugak tu

jenuh la dak2 ni pgl aku kak...haha...sikit2...kak!!kak!!

huhu

xpe la...at least kami leh jadik rapat...kalo sblom ni harem..aku mmg x knl junior2 aku nie

bkn sbb sombong occay

tp xderk peluang nk berkenalan...masing2 bz ngan hal masing2...

psst in photo Nadia, Liyana and opkos la aku tu...kakak Suhaila =p

i like but not very suitable

2009-04-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

alaaaa

suke la layout nie tp kaler font x match laks ngan background nie...aiyak

x kire....nk jugak layout nie...sgt suke and ekceli aku dh jatuh cinta pandang pertama ngan layout nie...mungkin sbb butterfly design yg kiut miut ini yg mana sgt memenuhi citarasa si pemandang yg sorang ini...hehe...i love butterfly so much....

Minggu Peperiksaan

2009-04-17T11:13:00.000-07:00

Peperiksaan???

uiks...TOV kah?OTI kah?apakah??

huhu...dah xde dah pekse2 yg cenggitu skrg nie...hehe...

aish tingat lak my schooling time yg sgt sweet itu..hehe...hurm asal nk exam jerk mst ngamok nk itu ini yg br...hehe..ngade2 sajek la budak itu..ish2...*geleng2 pale

bese la kan zaman2 berstatus schoolchild nie mmg ngade2 ckit....skrg dh besau dh x ngade2 camtu dh..hehe...=p

here

jadual exam aku **tahap kerisauan yg agak tinggi

TMP2023- Teaching Mathematics in Secondary School (21/04)
TMP3043- Research Method (22/04)
TMP2033- History of Mathematics (24/04)
KPT2063- Instructional Design & Technology (27/04)
TMP3063- Technology in Teaching Mathematics (Presentation-29/04)
TMS3093- Statistical Modelling (30/04)

khas utk sume yg bakal menduduki peperiksaan akhir semester =)

*** 30 mlm--> heading back to BESUT =)

Reflection

2009-04-06T10:05:00.000-07:00

Reflection
By: Wan Suhaila Binti Wan Ismail

Frankly, I’m happy with the assignment that I’ve done. I’ve earned some experiences from this assignment. Now, I got knowledge about how to prepare a good lesson plan for teaching Mathematics in secondary school. I’ve learned many things for example the appropriate CCTS, noble values to be promote and some strategies for set induction. Lesson plan was very important for the teacher as a guide to make a meaningful teaching and learning process. However, teacher still has right to rearrange or modify the lesson plan according to the situation on that moment. I’m happy to gain extra knowledge from Dr. Lim Chong Hin. I took his comment and also his advice to repair what the mistakes that I’ve done during the microteaching. I’m learned from my own mistakes.

No matter how carefully we lay the groundwork for a positive classroom community. There will be moments, perhaps even many moments that will spoil our plan. This part going to be likes a heart to heart talk. I have three general questions that cover most situations happened during our microteaching. Will your behavior hurt other people? Others' feelings? Others' belongings? Go to the things that make me unhappy about what I’ve done during microteaching. I’m not interested to talk about other people mistakes. Supposedly, after the games I’m going to give my students a set of answer for each student which is consist of proper working steps for all the questions. I already prepared for it but at the moment, I forgot to distribute the things. Actually the handouts were really important for my students who got the wrong answer during the games. They can compare the working steps with what they have done during the games. May be I got nervous on that time and try to speed up to give space for the closure part. I do think about my friend who going to handle for the closure part and result with me myself forgot to give the set of proper working steps to my students.

Effective teacher language is simple, clear, and direct. I’m going to avoid from personal judgement. During the microteaching, I managed not judge my students personally. I’ve found that I was evaluated them equally and fair. The language we use is one of our most important teaching tools. What we say and how we say it carry tremendous weight in the classroom. Our language can build children up or tear them down. It can model respectful and caring social interactions. The uniqueness of my part was when my all students managed to answer question at the knowledge and comprehension level.

Forgive my minor slip-ups. Like the children, we will make mistakes, and like the children, we need to be able to go back and try again. My only one aim is to keep my students on track to learn at same time promoting good behavior and responsibility. Some people said that rules and limits should leave room for children's creative ideas or different situations. And from my point of view, I need both for a more peaceful and harmonious classroom.

Part of effectively managing the classroom is having an efficient way to put students into groups. Students love working in groups and this is a sure way to partner or group students with variety and inclusion of all students. If I am given another chance to do microteaching, I’m going to evaluate them in a group of four (4). I choose four because it is not too large also not too small to test their understanding. I’m sure enough that all four will take part in solve the given question. Just nice numbers of group members. I’m going to sort according their ability. I will group them according their score or ability. I’m not going to mix the excellent students with the poor students in a group and I want to create different worksheet or to be exact question for test their understanding for different group. At the closure part, I want to create a suggestion box. I’m going to place paper and markers in the writing center so students can write or draw their thoughts and feelings about classroom limits. Ask them to drop these in a suggestion box to use during class meeting discussions and can help me to do my reflection.

pen-off
1:06 a.m waktu TM, Mesia =p

Terasa Kehilangan

2009-04-05T23:05:00.000-07:00

dh lame aku x layan die... bukan ape...sedikit bz la this week... bkn aku sorang jerk.. sume dak proposal under Mr L dilanda sindrom yg same... aku di"push" dan di"press" sehinggakan pressure yg diberikan itu telah menyebabkan beberape perkara yg x besh berlaku...aish... aku tanak la mengeluh kt sni.. tp dh xderk tmpt laen dh.. snie jerk

aku mmg dh lame x usha2 die... sampaikan aku x perasan pon yg die dh "melarikan" diri drpd aku... sedey wei... die hilang... i dont know what to do on that time... blurness... tatau dh nk carik die katne... serius aku syg die lebey... special occay... yg ade dlm otak aku mase dan saat itu hanye lah ini... "where hv U been???plis come back to me!!" ceit ayat merayu giler

aku try contact my friends... kot la diorg ade trnmpk ke kan leh la trace from them... tp aku gagal.. my friend pujuk aku ckp sabar2... nnt kite try carik same2... jgn pk sgt.. sbb byk lg mende lain yg penting nk kene pk mse tu...

aku call la abg ngah gtau about this and die pon ckp sabar... carik dulu jgn cpt kate dh hilang mane tau kot die ade je tp sue yg x nmpk die... nk maen hide N seek kot...hahaha...aish abg ngah nie, leh lak wat lawak...org tgh wisau die leh lak gelak2 camtu...die sgt berharga occay..bg aku laa...

then abg ngah ckp...x yah la nk nanges..ler kecik je tu...lek r..ok2...nnt abe ngoh wi hok so lg tuh..ok???

ting***

yg satu lg???yg itu kah??hoho..tersenyum sebentar.....tp still sedey mode...emmm xpe la..tu jerk yg aku leh digest ayat...

tadaaaa

ini die yg satu lagi tuuuu

tak lame selepas itu aku dpt phone call from my classmate and she told that mine ade ngan ctah...die jumpe mine kt dalam class hist of math...sigh!! mksdnye die dh ilang ari khamis lg...giler leh aku x prasan kehilangan die...nmpk ngat la aku bz lebey this week... x sempat nk amek tau psl die....

and tadik ctah dh hand over die kt aku...hehe...thanks Ctah sbb tlg jage die...

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ini la die

psst aku bkn ape... sedey sgt sbb ni org kasi kan so kalo ilang nnt ape kate org yg kasi tu kan... tp abg ngah lek je...siap tawarkan nk kasi laen jerk...hohoho...syg la my bro...

My Saturday @ campus

2009-04-04T04:31:00.000-07:00

Which One?

2009-04-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

hoho

exceli aku xderk pon lam pic ini...not my friend of mine... His friends... hehe try r usha Mr F kt lam tu...

nak hint x?

alah..xyah la kan...senang jerk pon nk cam...tu haa..yg itu tu...tu kat situ tu...aish byk ngat tu nyer...hahaha...

okes la...nk wat mende alah yg dikenali sebagai keje skolah japzzzz...daaa

Happy [^-^]

2009-04-02T06:32:00.000-07:00

Macam-Macam

2009-04-01T10:51:00.001-07:00

hahaha...what i'm doing on that moment??unpredictable...unexpected...unseen...haha...
ekceli
kat sebelah tu ade my cousin...die "cucuk" aku...mak oi...nk ngelak time tu...skali abg ngah sempat lak snap sekeping...haha...aku dh ala2 nk wat gaye kuak kupu2 dah... =p
eid '08

ni lak mase dh kenyang merembat beberape slice choc indulgence..yuhuuu...syg Che Na lebey...2 bijik ok..cost her hundred something gak la...coz sebijik dlm RM78 kot...double...emm...huhu
xpe la kan Che Na kan..skali skale jamu anak2 buah...x salah kan...worth it..coz, emm ade ler...
jeng jeng jeng =)
eid '07

huhu...ini?aku la tu...self snap...kt traffic lite mane ntah..yg pasti kan...mase aku ngah syok2 snap pic aku sendirik ni kan, seyes x pasan car sblh duk usha kitorg...mak oi...haha..nk cover..aku pon amek la pic kakak aku yg ngah tunggu green lite itu..kwang3x...padan muke sendirik...tu la...laen kali pandang kiri kanan dulu b4 buat mende yg ntah pape itu...huhuhu

psst esok aku ade presentation...multimedia teaching aid...i'm gonna teach Fractions...anybody want to be my student???come...feel free to be my student...ahakssss =)

My 1st Step

2009-03-31T11:02:00.000-07:00

see muke aku yg nmpk cam baek giler nie...haha...dh berkurun dh pic ni dirakam...2006...amek ko..dh msk thn ke-4..nmpk ngat la muke budak baek2..hihi..aku mmg bdk baek pn...ahaks..terpuji diri sendrik laks..alah..xpe la kan..dh xderk org sudi nk puji..i puji je la sendiri..just nice what?? =p

ni laks pic aku ngan osmet aku yg mule2 aku jejak masuk pintu umah UPSI...x lame la kami bergelar osmet..about 2 months je kot..hurm..UPSI mmg tau..sajek je nk kasi chance kt aku stay kt umah yg berlapis-lapis dh ala2 kek lapis s'wak dah..giler gayat seyh..my 2nd tu dpt umah 8th floor...aduhai...seram gak la mule2 tu...tu sume dak sabah..eh..bkn sume la..just yg berduwe tu...yg woman in black tu, xla..org sni2 jerk..hehe...aku dpt ramai member Sabah sejak msk UPSI..emm experience gak la...asyik2 ade addition of "ba" at the end of the sentence..huhu...tu jerk yg aku tau...yg lain ngange...

aduyai...my diesel!!! x dpt nk cari lg dh..lagi pon dh xde org nk sponsor lg dh...ape??haha...tu...itu...my diesel...sob sob sob...aku mmg sayang die lebey...tp dh tuwe ngat kot..org pon leh ilang daya upaya ini kan pula sebijik jam tgn...emm..aku meredhainyer..ok...tu yg kt dlm pic tu bkn osmet aku..tu kwn kpd osmet aku..tp tetibe terkawan dan jd rapat laks...hehe...die suke nk nyakat aku...Sabahan jugek...El Nora Jane binti Nicholas..aha..see got something with her name rite??

close-up: hehe...my 1st roomie kt UPSI..akak Faezah...die ni islamic orgnyer dan aku laks..huhu..x bape nk sgt la...sengal ckit..huhu..tp kami xderk masalah...hepi sokmo kalo kt dlm room...mse ni aku slalu usha die nyer lappy coz aku xderk lappy lg mse 1st2 msk UPSI...sedih kan??uwaaaa..alah..ngade2 jerk..blh jerk idup tanpe mende alah itu..p/s: pd mase itu la..not now..hehe... =p

see...betape akak ini mengambil berat psl aku...terbukti..kalo nk tau..mase nie..kitorg dh duk umah lain2..dh x jd roomie lg dh...tp die still anta aku mse nk naik bas balik kampong..huhu..kampong ke??aah...Kampung Raja..hihi...Thanks akak coz sudi nk anta sue...ekceli, pas amek pic tu..ade dak "ujan"...uwaaa...huhu..ngade2 jerk bdk tu...

eh..sesat laks..xpe2...mmg x ikut sequence nie...huhu..ni pic brg2 aku mse nk pindah aritu..from KUO to KHAR...mse ni ckit je brg aku..sume aku sumbat dlm bag..buku x buku..aku main taruk jerk...x reti wei nk pack brg2..mase aku nk dtg UPSI pon bkn aku yg packing...my sis yg packkan...huhu..haa..matrik jugek..ahaks

haa...ni la room aku mse kt KHAR...yg tingkat 8 itu..room aku ni tentang ngan blok laki..haha..slalu usha room si pinky...giler wei..kemas seyh..kalo nk compare ngan aku nye la kan..emmm...baik x yah..sah2 aku kalah tanpa bertanding..huhu..ade ke istilah ni?ala..bantai jerk..huhu..ni 1st sem..buku pon x byk lg...emm lappy pon xderk lg...huhu..sian kan?

my classmate...my coachmate...my makan2mate jugek...hehe...ni la kwn aku ke mane jua mse 1st sem..phm2 je la aku ni camne..kalo dh kwn ngan sorang tu...emm x pk dh nk carik laen..sgt setia gitu..setia kawan..hehe...Rozzana Mohd Said

K.A.M.I again!!! nie dlm lecture hall..class linear algebra..huhu..class yg slalu wat aku kecut perut =p

opss opss..hihi...huhu...ni la aku time 1st sem kt UPSI...2006...lame gak r..my 1st step to teach ppl out there...

Confession of A Shopaholic

2009-03-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

HOT btol pasal movie nie skrg..kat mane2 jerk aku lalu lalang mst dgr some ppl talk about this movie...terdetik gak la kt hati aku..."best ngat ke citer nie?"..*berfikir sambil memikirkan perkara lain yg lebih penting*...my roomie pon duk excited ngan this movie..emm mcm nk sgt2 jerk g tgk...pegi je la gurl...mintak la ur bobo banje pass sekeping...eh, dua la kan for both..takkan nk masuk tgk sorang lak kan..hint x ley blah..emm...whatever...

aku ade la jengah2 kt blog my schoolmate...tetibe ternampak lak 1 n3 yg berkisarkan mengenai pengalaman beliau menonton this movie with her beau...aiseh...Mr & Mrs Chocolate gitu...emm so sweet..ni br btol sweet..sesweet nye chocolate la ni ek??hehe...according to her....

"Oke.Cite ini amat BESH. bukan untk gals saje. But also untuk guys. Got some comedy, romantic, moral values..Gegege..Comelllll!Beshh sgt2...seswai ditonton oleh sume jantina..Dun worry.."

aku ade cut skit2 nie..hehe..tapis la yg mane xley nk dedahkan tu...huhu...yg personal tu aku x amek la...just amek opinion die sajek...ntah la...aku xley nk komen ngat la psl this movie coz me myself not experience it yet...

shopaholic; combination of shop and holic

gile r...heaven giler lau jd org yg seperti ini...aku x termasuk dlm kategori ni lg kot...i'm just an ordinary shopper...huhu..ye ke?no komen..ahaks..tanak ngaku...nnt org perli kaw kaw laks...

aku xderk la penah berhabes up to 4 or 5 figure...kalau stakat 3 ratus ++ tu penah la...hehe...one day shopping...lame dah aku x wat camtu..insaf sebentar..huhu

hurm last aku shopping kaw kaw on February 25, 2009 venue: JJ, Mid...time tu JJ card day...huhu..my cousin nyer...aku rembang mata seyh mlm tu..dh la jiwa ku x bape nk tenang time tu..aish...tp dlm2 duk pk kt org itu, aku still mampu utk memilih dan memberi sedikit ruang utk mengubat kesedihan yg melanda diri ku pada saat dan ketika itu..my cousins bg service tip top nyer la mlm tu..haha...lyn jerk aku shopping..tlg bg pandangan yg best2...tlg aku pilih yg sesuai ngan aku..ngan taste aku...diorg cam phm2 jerk what my heart feel on that moment..hihi..adakah mereka nmpk perubahan di wajah ku ketika itu dan cuba utk menormalkan balik kpd asal??huhu..ntah la..mugkin la kot...emm last2 aku berjaye menambah koleksi wedges (cleef) sepasang, long sleeve shirt (goggles) 4 lai, jeans (tom girls) selai and ade lg beberape yg xley nk dinyatakan kt sni (tanak show off)..hehe...ala...yg murah2 jerk pon..hihi =p

psst agak2 bila la ek dpt peluang rembat mcm2 mende alah yg dh lame melepak kt dlm aku nyer wishlist itu...

One & Only

2009-03-29T20:58:00.000-07:00

mak ayah aku yg tegas (ayah) dan suke bebel (mak)..opss cam x baik jerk ckp camtu tp xpe aku slalu jerk ckp "oloh mok ni, brehi la kecek banyok2 (bebel)"

abg long aku yg kureng memanjekan aku tp aku tau jerk die syg aku lebey...=p
kan long kan?? alah mane nye die nk support bkn die go thru pon blog aku yg comel ini..hihi

abg ngah aku yg giler ah sporting..kenapakah??haha mst la bersebabkan...tanak la gtau ape yg die sportingkan itu..emm tanpa die disisi, life aku kt luar drpd umah mak ayah aku (matrix & uni) ni akan huru hara ckit la...in short, abg ngah aku nie ala2 wonderpets la...yg nie br skrg start memanjekan aku..sejak2 duk luar drpd umah mak ayah

kak yah aku a.k.a aunty yg sgt mcm bank no. 2 aku..hehe...thanks 4 being a very2 caring sister 4 me...muahhhh...kalo korang tgk die tanpa mengenali diri die yg sebenar, confirm korang tanak tego pon..nmpk cam sombong r tp hati baek punya...budi mu x dpt kubalas...syg kak yah sgt2...tmbh ckit, kalo aku kt umah (time cuti) aku slalu manje2 kuceng ngan kak yah...ajak die kuar jenjalan...die "driver" aku plg besh..ckp jerk nk g mane...pasti tertunai la..tp start with.."oloh..ngado..ho cepak lah"jeng jeng dgn pantasnye aku bersiap..zassss..kuar...hihi...bahagie tol dpt sis cam nie...tp naseb r die dpt adek cam aku nie...huhu...tp best what dpt yg cam gini...x byk hal tp byk songeh jerk..ahaks..takpe, nnt adikmu ini akan cuba membahagiakan kak yah kesayangan semua org ini...be strong my beloved sis

abe Yie aku yg sgt mengambil berat psl akademik aku..FYI, mse aku dpt result SPM dulu2 tu...aku x nanges at 1st...pas calling2 ngan die...aku dgr perubahan nada dan voice my bro yg ini..die sgt menaruh harapan tinggi kt aku..tp aku gagal utk merealisasikan impian dan harapannye itu..='( aku tau ape yg die rase pd mase tu..then aku dh xley tahan...kami same2**...aku sgt menyesal coz dh wat my fam sedih psl mende alah tu tp dh xley nk patah balik dh mase tu..life goes on...yg ini sgt memanjekan aku..sejak dr kecik lagi sampai la skrg...ni la person yg bertanggungjwb menambah nilai kedit aku every month...=)

tadaa kakak aku yg last....ira...dulu mse kecik2 pgl kak ra tp skrg x dah..hihi..pgl che La same cam anak buah aku pgl kt die...die sgt open...open-ended kot..haha..apekah??no la..jokes...dulu kitorg musuh tp skrg dh jd rakan kongsi dh...rakan kongsi ape ek??haha...rakan kongsi bilik jerk..kwang3x...huhu..Ms Viva 4ever nie...

psst nie la family ku yg xderk la besau ngat pon... 1+1--> 3+3 je pon.... just nice =)

Stillness

2009-03-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

nak cover perasaan sendirik nie

so wat la keje nie

xde motive pon nie

ekceli that expression doesn't give the true picture of my feeling right here right now

fakeness-->stillness

kunun2 jerk tu

Exterior

2009-03-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

What is "exterior"?

something that can be look thru ur eyes. we can predict about something that we look thru our eyes. but what we predict actually not totally or absolutely correct.

keayuan seseorang mungkin mampu mengaburi mata seseorang yang melihatnya hanya dari luaran...

kehidupan seseorang sgtlah berbeza jika hendak dibandingkan. perbandingan masih boleh dilakukan tetapi bukan dari semua aspek. only certain things can be compared. may be utk muhasabah diri. betulkan ape yg x betul. camtu la lebih kurang.

berbalik kpd keayuan seseorang yg mampu mengaburi mata seseorang. org akan tertarik dan tertipu dgn "exterior" seseorang itu. nmpk cam ayu giler r plus lak sopan santun orgnye. lemah lembut la plak tu. sape x cair kan. ckp manis giler mmg kalah r semanis epal. epal?huhu..br je pas mamam epal sebijik...cewah kunun tanak mkn nasik la nie...haha...mampukah saudari??oi dah dah...jgn melalut..secret tu..huhu...

aku slalu nk observe org sekeliling aku...yg dekat ngan aku..yg slalu ngan aku..my everyday life...tp aku x amek any action pon..kalo nk marah ke hape ke..aku just diam seribu bahase jerk...kalo aku nk mengamok, emm dah lame dah aku patut melakukan nye tp aku je yg tanak..sebenarnye malas nk layan...cam budak2 je kalo nk gaduh..biar la..die wat; die yg dpt dosa..aku?dpt ape?dpt sakit hati je la kot...huhu..ok la tu drpd x dpt pape langsung kan???

ntah la..susah la nk kate..emm tu la aku x kate pape tu..aku diam jerk...aku tulis je la..caye x kerana cinta org menipu org disekeliling die??aku pon tatau nk ckp ape...tp ia btol2 berlaku...bkn tipu ckit2 nye nie..tipu kaw kaw nye la...mcm aku nye kes, aku x tipu...aku just x terus terang jerk..tu lain...ni yg aku ngah utarakan nie...die tipu terus..mksdnye insan ini menyampaikan perkara yg sgtlah bercanggah kpd family die..aku dgr sendiri ni..bkn dgr drpd org lain...mse kejadian tu aku tatau nk kate ape...aku just diam x nyampok pape pon...kesian wei kt mak and family die...kene tipu ngan anak kesayangan yg dianggap sgt lah baik hati itu...

ntah la...bkn nk ngate org tp just nk kongsi...jgn la tipu family...kalo tanak diorg tau....baik senyap je..jgn la reka citer yg bajet best plak...no need la...

p/s: lemas r duk ngan org yg suke nk jd "pelakon" pembantu nie... x sabau nk kuar dr room nie

#sori r kalo ayat cam tunggang terbalik ckit..aku prasan tp mls nk btolkan..jiwa x bape nk stable nie...

Q and A session

2009-03-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

Tagged dari Nad

Q:adakah anda rase anda HOT?

HOT??byk mksd nie..HOT ape nie??HOT and spicy kah?atau HOT yg ala2 mantap gitu? atau HOT panas nk marah org atas sbb2 tertentu...emm aku prefer yg last HOT la...aku ni jns x cpt HOT tp kalo aku dh HOT sorry to say la...nk pandang bayang ko pon aku x sudi ok..so, think twice b4 U ppl do something that can make my "temp" increase N increase....conclusion nye, jgn la wat org marah+bengang coz nnt x psl2 org tu HOT

Q: upload pic kegemaran korang dan nyatakan sebab

Aku suke pic nie sbb nmpk hubungan kasih sayang antara aku dan dia..ecewah..ayat nk power2...huhu..no la..just nk tunjukkan...kasih sayang kite x terbatas...no limit and no boundary..in short, boundless la..actually tu bkn adik aku (i'm youngest) dan bkn jgk anak buah aku...we are cousin...tema adalah kasih&sayang...pergh..siap bertema lg tu..haha...xley blah

Q: Bile kali terakhir makan pizza

uwaaaa..nape ade soklan camni??ade ke dlm syllabus nie?aish...sensitif btol kalo tanye psl mkn2 nie...emm dah lame...*muke x puas hati, mulut moncong*...last ek??last eid...last year...uwaaa..lame nye...raye kedua (oct 02, 08)..ye btol..aku sgtlah ingat tarikh itu..sbb ade sesuatu yg berlaku tanpa diduga...haha...malu..tanak citer...*sambil pale geleng2*

Q: Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar

terakhir ek?ala..sedang lor...xpe kan?UNGU- Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu...lagu yg penah wat aku "ujan"..haha..malu lg skali =p

Q: apakah yang akan anda wat selain selesaikan tag ini

tgh lyn sesuatu yg besh...

Q: Selain dgn nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?

SAYANG...haha..jokes....suke org pgl kecik...sbb macam sgt dimanjekan....i love ppl who call me kecik or smallestSue also can la... =)

Q : TAG lagi 6org TANPA KEKESALAN.
Sila lakukan JIKA TAK akan dikenakan
tindakan mandatori

Mr yORkE (p/s: kali nie sile wat tau)
Engku Emila
Lady Eena
Miss Zaza (a.k.a Mrs Moon)
Inarf
Mr F

Q : Sape no 1 pada anda?

blogger yg agak tinggi tahap IQ dan EQ nye..plus with, dis guy agak sengal kalo dilihat pd cara penulisan beliau i mean his karya mmg sengal btol r...kalo aku tension, aku slalu gak la jenguk karya2 die then aku gelak sorang2 sambil geleng2 pale...big laugh*

Q: Org no 3 ada dgn sesiapa?

akak eena ek?emm die tanak ngan sape2 buat mase skrg..she just want to spend most of her time with only one...the one is....timbunan buku yg die kene go thru...aish..kdg tu sian gak la tgk die...tp adik xley nk tlg la akak..tlg tgk je la...hehe..sowie akak eena...p/s: jgn rase tertekan tau

Q :Kata sesuatu berkenaan org no 5

sesuatu..haha..no la..jokes..hi gurl...slmt berkenalan!!!

Q: Bagaimana pula dgn org no 4?

Mrs Moon??haha....byk ngat nk kate sesuatu kt dis Mrs Moon..tp xpe..tanak kate kt sni..coz too personal...kan miss zaza kan? =p

Q: Siapakah org no 2?

Engku Emila??die kwn skolah saye..die anak kwn kakak saye...kwn kakak saye tu mak die..mak die tu penah jd kwn saye jugak mase saye wat ROS kt SK Peng Nyireh, Besut, Trganu...how small this world rite??pusing2 tang tu gaks..hehe...one more..she's...tomorrow's doctor =)

Q: Pesanan kepada org no 6?

mak oi...pesanan kpd no. 6??aish..byk nau nk pesan kt no. 6 nie..camne nie...kang x muat lak..emm xpe la...next time la bg pesanan kt no. 6..hehe... 1 jerk la... amek syarat...p/s: sabau noo...x lame lg dpt la tu buah hati awk tu... =)

pen-off

++R.I.N.D.U++

2009-03-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

can't wait May to come... Feel likes it took long time to reach May

May...
Thinking of the day.
Everyday think of U.
Every hour.
Every minutes.
every seconds.

Math vs. Mathematician

2009-03-25T02:49:00.000-07:00

"A mathematician is a blind man in a dark room looking for a black cat which isn't there." - Charles Darwin

Mathematics-unique power as analytical tool.

We can say Mathematics is a creative discipline. The language of mathematics is international. The subject transcends cultural boundaries and its importance is universally recognized. Mathematics has developed over time as a means of solving problems and also for its own sake. Mathematics can stimulate moments of pleasure and wonder when pupils solve a problem for the first time, discover a more elegant solution, or notice hidden connections. Pupils develop their knowledge and understanding of mathematics through practical activities, exploration and discussion, learning to talk about their methods and explain their reasoning.

They tackle problems through a range of methods, using increasingly complex mathematical language and reasoning. As they progress, they learn to appreciate the unique power of mathematics as an analytical tool for solving problems.

The History of

2009-03-23T20:22:00.000-07:00

have a look on our video for the purpose of set induction in order to introduce our presentation to our respective lecturer, Associate Professor Dr. Noor Shah Saad and my beloved classmates (AT48-1st batch ever)

prepared for:

our respective hist of math's lecturer =)

prepared by:

Gadismu Maduku... True Red True LOve

2009-03-22T04:42:00.001-07:00

I really Want THIS

2009-03-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

chocolate banana

mango delight

chocolate chip walnut

and

I really want THIS

chocolate indulgence

The Best Risk Taker

2009-03-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

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Dimanakah saya???

2009-03-18T05:38:00.000-07:00

hahaha

kat mane tu cik suhaila oi??

wow

giler glamer

ahaks

actually

ini la hasilnye kalo dah byk sgt keje sampaikan tatau nk wat yg mane satu

so, itu la yg saya buat

Hot Job

2009-03-17T02:49:00.000-07:00

"Two thousand money as starting, it's a lot"... again he said this to us...actually he already mention about this... i'm not very sure when he mentioned about this but, i'm still remember and never forget about it... even it's just a joke, but for me...it's brings a very deep meaning for those who going to be a teacher in the future... tomorrow's teacher

Teacher as the main source who going to handle and control the class during the T&L process. Don't simply thought that being a teacher just transfer all the content to the container. Here is, the the students are the container and U, teacher works as the person who discharge in order to full the container... It's not just that ok....

Nowadays, many people just said that teacher as the second choice in order to get job... what kind of thought is that? You people who said so, think better of it...

Ala-ala

2009-03-16T04:33:00.001-07:00

i love this picture

remind me my childhood

ahaks
her hair style exactly same as me~~~~

nice and very the cute rite???

nak jadik kecik balik....best jd dak kecik...xyah pk masalah...xyah pk nk kene siapkan homework...xyah pk sume...coz sume mak ayah and abg kakak yg tlg pk kan....best wooo

When i was pretending~~~konon2 la free

2009-03-16T03:27:00.000-07:00

haha
bajet jerk xde keje nk wat

oi2
suhaila
time is GOLD
don't SILVER it

opsss
sorry
tak sengaje

ok2
tanak memain daa
sambung wat homework....zasss

Proud Grad to my lil bro... Abg Aliff

2009-03-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

actually nie citer dah agak basi coz terjadi last week..on last Thursday (March 12, 09)

As usual Thursday always make our life difficult....haha....no need to tell coz its all about me, myself, my class environment and the lecturers....haha..x baik ckp2 pasal lecturer...nnt x berkat tau ilmu yg diturunkan kpd kite...take notes about this ok...ahaks...tetibe bajet cam student baik laks...haha...mcm la x penah ngate lecturer...opss kantoi daa...hihi..ekceli bkn ngate just story telling...its not too bad rite??

okey back to the difficult Thursday of mine...last Thursday, i have my 40 minutes lesson with my 10 selected students...my students my friends...hahaha...just microteaching...just???haha...even it just a microteaching, but for me..it was real situation in classroom...pergh...its not only a mock teaching...our observer ( Dr Lim Chong Hin), he's the one who was observed our microteaching....very scary...haha...no giggle2..no laughing...no jokes...no here and there...got what i'm try to say??lu pk la sendiri, nabil yg ckp...i x ckp pape...i'm just typing...haha

40 minutes lesson going to be 40 days non stop teaching and learning process....imagine U as a teacher in front and observed by someone who is very strict and particular with any mistakes that u did spontaneously...even just a small mistakes... he going to interrupt U during ur teaching process...pergh mau nye ilang terus ape yg nk diajar...mmg dh experience r beberapa group b4 dis...sgt lah kecut perut dgr die komen...kite yg x present pon ngeri, emm dak yg kt dpn tu lg2 la kan...aish..wisau...

alhamdulillah....kitorg nye microteaching ok coz die x interrupt during the 40 minutes lesson...tp ade gak la something out of our plan happened..emm one of my group members la...die excited ngat nk ngajar...sampai terlebey mase...die nye part just 10 minutes tp amek extra lak..mampos la yg next part...x cukup mase...emm aku la tu...aku nye part evaluation suppose aku leh amek 10 minutes utk GMT tu..tau x what is GMT??Group Math Tournament...huhu..special games for Math...enjoy gak la..for Math Teacher, u r recommended to implement this games during lesson in classroom...can attract ur students and provoke them to be confidence with their answer and responsible to their team coz their individual scores going to sum up together make the total which is represent their team's score...the best team win!!!!....and got reward...ekceli, tu yg diorg duk aims...huhu

ade la ckit2 cacat cela mse kitorg nye microteaching....ngat senang ke nk handle class..dh la byk ckp..ye la....my students my friends....sj la nk mengenekan kiter..sabau je...tp nk jd cekgu kene tough la...jiwa raga motor beskal sume..kalo lembut hati, emm baik x yah....jap je kene pijak nnt...so, kite kene la ade skills nk menjawab.....jgn sesekali tnjk yg kite tatau...be confidence and try to make ur students respect on U...it's very important to deal with teacher's customer(students la)huhu...

still got some comments...tp xpe...coz tu comment yg sgt membina...thanks Doc...really appreciate it...never forget about what U comment on our microteaching....end the journey with smile....die senyum...wah....gile lega rase hati even tatau pon dpt bape..xkesah la...yg penting die x hangin ngan kitorg nye micoteaching....huhu...suke2...dh lps 1 beban yg sgt2lah membebankan jiwa dan raga ku ini....haha...going to finish my report on IT.....submit this Thursday....we are given one week to submit the report about that microteaching....

at 1 p.m
g mkn lor...lapau ok...pkol 2 ade lg klas...2-4, 4-7...pergh....terkejar2 gaks la...smbl mkn tu tetibe aku tingat yg result SPM kuar arini...aku dgn pantas nye kuarkan hp then terus msg my lil bro

Me: Assalamualaikum...emm so camne result??
Bro: Waalaikumusalam...trok la..dpt 8 A1 and 1 A2...sedih...=(

aku dh la lambat ckit...name jerk dak math...haha kire tu pon leh confuse2...ye la aku total2 cam sume A...all 9 subjects he got A...tp nape lak die ckp trok and sedey???

Me: alahai....1 jerk pon yg xdpt A1 tp abg alif still got straight A rite??ape yg A2?tahniah bro...
Bro: sy bkn nk straight A...sy nk A1....BI A2...=(

pergh....dak nie....aish...aku dulu dpt lg kureng drpd die...tp xde lak nk kate "trok" and sedih sampai camtu skali....haha...aku mmg...xde perasaan...org lain lak yg tlg sedih utk aku dulu mase dpt result SPM...haha...

Me: xpe la....rezeki...tanak la sedih2...hehe...nnt kalo kite jumpe, kak sue g la something2 as adiah for ur A's...
Bro: emm...xpe la...still mengecewakan...

Me: ok2...emm katne tu??dh start wat foundation blom?
Bro: dah..skrg dh kt INTEC Shah Alam....thanks la kak sue....

aku x balas dah..bkn sbb kedekut kedit ok...sbb nye adalah PM Dr. Noor Shah (purple...coz aritu die pakai batik kaler purple...sgt nice and he looks smart...dh la aku mmg suke batik kaler purple..hehe)dh msk klas..hehe

lecture lecture lecture...tup tup dh pkol 6.35....br abes lecture.....emm penat giler...x tipooo...sgt lah penat....mmg kalo Thursday jerk, mst merungut...hurmm..naseb la tu...cabaran dak 1st degree...hehe

Pesanan from someone...Thanks Sis

2009-03-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

she responds to my situation that i just mention:

uihhh
mengalah la sekali sekala
x salah kan?

x elok amalkan selalu
kita pompuan ni di cipta tok sejukkan hati lelaki
bukan buat dia lg panas
kalau dia ego, awk tu rendahkan lah ego tu
kalau dia degil, awk jgn la degil cm dia
ni la pengorbanan namanya..ngerti???

Sometimes We Have To Learn To Let "Them" Go

2009-03-10T04:20:00.000-07:00

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me myself not sure what happening to us right now. just because of small thing, he took this kind of action which is not plausible. arghhh don't add up with another problems. penat la camni. asyik ade je halangan dan rintangan yang tak sepatutnya dan tak seharusnya berlaku buat masa skrg. i'm going to hv lots of things to be settle down in this week. aduhai... tatau la nk ckp ape. sgtlah mencabar keimanan....sigh!

Out Of Box..... Rockest Blog EVER

2009-03-07T22:00:00.000-08:00

RULES AND REGULATION:

1. Copy paste the award at your blog once you got it.
2. Make an entry if this is like a GRAMMY award.
3. Tag 5 other blogger.
4. NEVER break the chain, please...

announcing..
the rockest blog ever..
goes to..
+"unwanted"+

According to KITAB YORKE's owner (2009) huh?..terpinga-pinga..benarkah ini?..aku tidak percaya..kenapa aku?..calon-calon lain pun tak kurang hebatnya tapi kenapa aku yang dapat?..tidak mengapalah..inilah namanya rezeki kan..apa-apa pun aku nak amik peluang ini untuk mengucapkan terima kasih kepada semua ahli keluarga yang sentiasa menunjukkan kasih sayang mereka, peminat-peminat yang sentiasa menyokong dari belakang dan tak lupa juga kepada pihak en yORkE yang sudi menganugerahkan award ini kepada aku..terima kasih semua..

wopsssy dah ala2 APA system laks...haha...siap ade state menurut sape...hahaha

ok, without further a due, the next 5 bloggers to be tagged are;

kak long azlina
Wa
Dha
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++ anybody can hv this award.... kindly gv it to U if u think that ur blog r Rockest Blog ever...kikiki

After fortnight times-just recovered loveship

2009-03-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

psst Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.

Happy Hour

2009-02-26T02:56:00.000-08:00

......gonna post later

wait k

******story begin******

Feb 25, 09

Got msg from him...similar to this;

boarding to KL in 10 mins...c u there at tg malim...

Sender:
FakhriMesia
+60179+++++++(cant mention here...P&C)

Sent:
25-Feb-2009
08:08:08(pergh...my fav no. at all)

I did reply his msg but not immediately after he sent me dat msg..about an hour after he sent me dat msg, then i reply his....haha...normal things, it's always happening...kikiki....aku mmg suke lmbt nk bls msg die....sori bang...got class maa...it's not my fault...don't blame me ok...haha

then we msg each other and on that time he already otw to the KL Sentral from lcct....and me lak time tu ngah meronggeng ngan my coursemate...haha...meronggeng??cam x sesuai je utk kami yg sopan ini...haha...no la...i just join them buy their lunch at the restaurant in front of my campus...

about 12 he msg me and told me that he think he cant catch up the bus...ade bas yg gerak pkol 12tgh hr from pudu to tg malim...tp die lak x sempat nk catch..ai....ntah ape yg die wat lame2 kt sentral pon i tatau...mmg la mamat nie....then i ckp...it's ok still got another bus...amek je la yg gerak kol 12.30...sempat lg...i g tau la mane coordinate kaunter bas yg special itu...haha...jgn tatau yg kt pudu ade 1 kaunter khas utk trip tp Tg Malim...i'm proud to be one of the Tg Malim's folks(temporarily only)

then...he explore and lastly he manage to find for that place....congratz bro...bijak la abg nie...hehe

just after hv the ticket, he msg me the bus and what time the bus will gerak to tg malim...sgt bgs la abg nie...inform satu2...huhu...then i told him about the service not so good....he said, doesn't matter la...yg penting sampai tg malim dgn selamat for the sake of U(me la tu)..opsss....terharu hati ini...hehe...ngade2 jerk...

i said that the journey normally took about an hour to reach tg malim...so, u will reach here on 1.30 pm....i think better i pray my Zohor 1st then i'll go to pick up U at the bus station....jgn nakal2 laks kt situ....tunggu je tau..hehe...i gtau la kt die yg kt ats tu ade surau...leh la die smayg terus kt situ...hehe...die ok je...die ckp nk explore tg malim la...haha..explore tg malim??xyah la...bazir tenaga je...duk diam je kt situ tgk permandangan sekitar tg malim sudah...

@ 2.00p.m
as usual, my driver took me and straight away to the pekan....dr jauh i dh nmpk dh mamat tu kt bus station kt tingkat atas...ngah tgk ape ntah..mcm fokus jerk..usha aweks la tu...gatal...haha...me sj wat lmbt2 dlm kete my driver tu....then akhirnye die mengalahkan dirinye gaks...haha..die kalih kt kitorg sambil senyum2...huhu...oooo tadik tanak pandang ye..ngade2 jerk

suddenly, ade guy dtg bukak pintu kete kt seat aku...pergh dh ala2 cam princess da...wopss...mmg aku suke nk jd princesss...dr kecik lg tau....princesss temok lps laa...haha...jokes....

noe what???tokey bas Star Coach yg dtg bukak pintu kete kt seat aku tu....haha...mst korang igt fakhri kan yg dtg bukak??tadek nye mamat tu nk wat camtu kat aku....no manje2...die asyik train aku jd the most independent young lady in the world jerk....tu je aims die kt aku...high expectation on me to be a very independent young lady....tgk la one day kot...haha..not now ok...

then the tokey asks me...upsi ek??aku tatau nk jwb pe..my driver yg tlg jwbkan..aah upsi...then the tokey asks another Q....KL??then aku pandang my driver again...and again my driver tlg jwbkan...yurp KL, duwe org maa...the tokey wat muke terkejut then kalih kt seat blkg...he found that no body at the back...haha...we all three laugh...hahahaha..then i kuar kete and dapatkan my abg..opsss...sowie wat awk tunggu lame...no hal la....die ckp...hihi

then die bayau tiket bas dulu...we both naik la that bus...yg gerak pkol2.00...pasal aku, die gerak lmbt ckit..hihi...beberapa minit la...xde la amek mase lame sgt pon..huhu..ekceli, it's not my fault..the tokey yg beriye ok...hehe...lg skali bangge

haha..lam bas tu ade cam byk gak la yg terjadi..terjadi??x sesuai...yg dibincangkan....haha...ye r the journey took about an hour to reach KL...hihi...tanak la citer kt cni...let it be our memory....actually it;s more about the things the happened during our long silence (jan 3,08- Feb 18, 09) one year plus plus....waktu2 kesunyi-sepian ku

sampai KL, lapau....haha...both x mkn lagik..cewah excited ngat nk jumpe sampai x pk psl mkn...haha...gilows...then die tye aku nk g mkn mane?aku wat muke comey...haha...x sangke lak die phm...aku nk mc D!!!...noe what, die dlm pantang tp sbb aku nk die on je...uiks pantang??tau x pantang ape???haha...ekceli die ngah boikot...ala yg psl kes itu la...tanak la citer kt sni...sensitivity

to be continue******

Fall In Love With Him

2009-02-23T03:24:00.000-08:00

Romberg

Back To Back

2009-02-18T03:24:00.000-08:00

A New Chapter Begins

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arini sy sgt gumbira...huhu

My Tutor Friend

2009-02-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

hehe...sj nak kenalkan cekgu F sy...die seorang cekgu yang bijak menggunakan beberapa approach yg sesuai dlm pengajarannya (thru ym je pon)...die telah berjaya mengajar dis gurl how to play with math games...one of the games that he successfully teach me was Sudoku...hahaha..by the time u read this, u ppl may be laugh at me bcoz of i just learn how to deal with this kind of math game...haha..it's ok guys...better late than never

really appreciate all the ideas given by him and makes me deeply enough understand the rules and all the things that me as a player not advisable to do...there were several things...huhu

he's the one who in green..hohoho

truly madly deeply

2009-02-16T19:25:00.000-08:00

oyeah...as what i said in the previous N3...today gonna be nightmare for US (at48's stud)

there's no right or wrong

we've learned lots of things from him...he's the one who always said that he puts a very high expectation on US...he did it but don't get wrong Sir...frankly speaking, this thing wasn't supposed to happen...we ourselves dont try to hv dat kind of high level expectation...he always press US all the time in the lecture...sometimes, we gonna feel like very uncomfortable with this thing...

try to follow his way of teaching in order to hv deep understanding on his own ways giving or in other words; transferring US his knowledge....

unforgetten

2009-02-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

From The Bottom of My Broken Heart
by Britney Spears

"Never look back," we said

How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind

Where do I go?

And you didn't hear

All my joy through my tears

All my hopes through my fears

Did you now, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart

There's just a thing or two i'd like you to know

You were my first love,

You were my true love,

From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart

Even though time will find me somebody new

You were my real love, I never knew love

'Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,

"Please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day"

We could have worked things out

Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart through my dreams

Through my heart

And I'm back where I started again

Never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart

There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know

You were my first love,

You were my true love

From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart

Even though time will find me somebody new

You were my real love, I never knew love

'Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart

You promised yourself

But to somebody else

And you make it so perfectly clear

Still I wish you were here

From the bottom of my broken heart

There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know

You were my real love, I never knew love

'Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said,

How was I to know I'd miss you so?

footyNottyNotes just hv deep understanding about what msg insides in dis lovely song...b4 dis, i juz listen without try 2 hv deep understanding towards dis song....

psst tomorrow going to be B Sc Math students' nightmare...not going to tell U details here...hoho

perutusan drpd SV

2009-02-14T02:32:00.000-08:00

Like what I said in the other post. I want you to do an action research. First, you choose a topic in numerical method or high school syllabus that you think by using scientific calculator can improve the teaching and learning.

Then you design two test in this topic which the level of difficulty is same. Then you find a group of respondent, teach them the topic without teaching then how to solve by using calculator (if they already know the topic then you can skip this step.), then give them a test to them (this is pretest), after the first test, you teach them how to solve the method using the calculator, after that give them the second test(this is the post test).

You have to record how much the time they spent for answer the test and record the marks they score. Then you analyze the data, check whether by using scientific calculator, the time spent to answer the question is reduce or not, and the score is improve or not.

As an alternative, you can have two group of respondent, one group you teach them the topic without teaching them the usage of scientific calculator, and the other group teach the topic with the usage of scientific calculator. Then you give both group same test, and record their time to solve the question and the marks they score. After that do the analysis.

The first method we call action research, and the data we obtain is dependent data. (do you know what is action research? can you explain why it is a dependent data? Please find out.) The second method is experimental research, and the data is independent data. (do you know what is experimental research? Can you explain why it is a independent data? Please find out.)

In my point of view, I prefer the first method, because after the research, my respondent will gain the knowledge of using the calculator. However, most of the researcher will prefer the second method, because they believe that the second method is more powerful. For first method, people may doubt that the respondent can score better because of the carry forward effect, they score because the learn the topic more than one time. But for the second method don't have this problem. However, in my point of view, for the second method, the respondent is different individual, they have different background and knowledge. The experiment group score better may be because the experiment group student is smarter, if this is the case, then it is still ok. But what if you face a situation that the control is smarter, and they score better than the experimental group. Then you may have a conclusion that the scientific calculator doesn't help on their score. So which method do you prefer? Or do you think there is any method to solve the problem face in both test? Try to think about it.

I hope that you can understand what I explain here. If you still have problem, please do not hesitate to ask.

Have a nice weekend.

regards,
-kblim-

U.S~~ Persahabatan Yg Hanya Berusia 2 minggu ++

2009-02-13T08:34:00.000-08:00

semalam cerai; arini rujuk kembali

giler... mmg x dpt dinafikan perkara sebegini x seharusnya berlaku dlm persahabatan...kite perlu menilai sebuah persahabatan bukan hanya pada zahirnya; ttp lebih kepada batinnya (the meaning insides)

org slalu slh sangka..asal a gurl and a boy rapat ckit, mula la nk skandal2... fyi, it's not necessary every single couple hv a very tight friendship b4..

love and friendship are 2 diff things...very2 diff

so, jgn la anggap persahabatan antara lelaki-pompuan itu akan berakhir dgn percintaan

from my point of view; the language of friendship is not words, but the meanings inside

2009-02-11T20:42:00.001-08:00

haha it was 2nd anniversary

Feb 12

ya...i still can remember what happen on last two yrs time

morning
supposedly, i go to class 30 minutes b4 8 o'clock in the morning... coz there were lots of rintangan and cabaran to rebut the coach to go to the campus

take time

and dat day, i'm late not bcoz i over slept or what so ever...
just bcoz one thing... just bcoz a phone call...emm tanak citer details kt sini..let it be memory of mine

shorting down the story; i go to school with my eyes look merah2 ckit, cair2 ckit and a little bit nmpk cam bengkak...giler...dh la lmbt turun bwh (dlu me duk apartment -8th floor) terpakse call my friend;aina ckp blom siap agi...call dlm toilet sambil bukak air kt sinki...cam bangang jerk kalo diingat kembali...

back to the main topic....then aku turun lmbt dlm 15 minit cam tu la...tunggu punye tunggu; time tu aku dh xde semangat nk rebut2 coach tu..aku tunggu jerk sampai org dh kurang ckit...aku queue(wah, 1st time aku jd baik x berebut)

then bernasib baik lak ade space.. aku duduk and pandang tingkap jerk..fikiran giler kosong...empty...

stranger: lambat gak ke arini??
me: ha? owh..a'ah

lor...my coursemate la plak sit besides me

stranger: apsal arini lmbt?? haa gayut la tu smlm...huh
me: emm x la...xde ape..dh tu apsal Faiz lmbt gak??panjat pokok ke smlm??jokes...me tersenyum lak ngn lawak sendirik

Faiz: haha...lawak r sue ni...apsal sue?
me: ape?
Faiz: haa
me: what Faiz??
Faiz: tuuuu
me bukak my Silky Girl compact powder then look...owh no!!!
my eyes cam ape ntah...gilows...
me: ala Faiz....camne ni nk msk class nnt org laen nmpk...
Faiz: lek sue..bertenang...ala nnt sue follow je la Faiz dr blkg.. sue kn small size jerk..confirm lindung kalo follow Faiz dr blkg...karang duk je sblh Faiz..tau??
me: emm...baek

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giler malu dlm class..dh la dtg lmbt..muke dh mcm ape dah...kah kah kah...gelak utk diri sendiri

footyNottyNotes: I'm not crying, it's just been raining on my face

Get to know urself

2009-02-11T20:05:00.000-08:00

What is self?

Who are you?

What are you about?

What are your core values and beliefs?

What do you love to think about?

Self is who you are inside.

**You have to understand this self.

If you don't understand your Self, how can you have faith in
yourself?

How will you have direction in your life?

If you don't fully understand yourself, there are
hundreds...maybe thousands...of messages hammering you each
day from media and the people in your life. These messages
will define you instead unless you understand yourself.

You want to reach your destination rather than be tossed
about like a ship without a sail.

Start taking time to get to know yourself.

Learn to enjoy your own company.

And...dare I say it...fall in love with yourself.

Then you will have the confidence that will carry you
forward.

So get to know your Self.

Sometimes outside encouragement is helpful.

butakah Cinta itu?

2009-02-11T19:17:00.000-08:00

i got this

It is not LOVE that is blind; but jealousy.....

life Travelling

2009-02-11T08:37:00.000-08:00

"LiFe Is FuLL oF rOaDS, aS We TravEL On..sOmE wE TrY tO fOrgEt N sOmE wE WiSh wE nEveR paSSed bUt ThErE`S OnE rOAd I CaN`T fOrGeT..a rOaD tO FiND SuMtHiNg That I wAnT tO.."

A Phone Call by Oz guy from Mesia

2009-02-11T05:09:00.000-08:00

aha...aku panas giler petang tadik after join discussion about our 2nd assignment on techno in teaching Math...about 4 hrs gak la tadik aku ngan my member kt 24 hrs room...beku beb..hoho...tp kuar2 jerk dr room tu, emm terus rase panas...dat was de point...blk umah, rehat jap then aku terus check in...haha...kat hotel mane lak nie...huhu..tak de la...aku book shower room lor...as usual; kalo x cecah half an hour...bkn Ms Sue la kat dlm tu..hihi...

just after finished; my phone ringing.....***

lame gak la...xmcm just nak misscall la...ala2 nk call btol la...emm aku bkn suke nk pick up@answer de phone call kalo no tu aku x kenal...biar jerk...aish...memekak la plak

***stop gak la akhirnye

aku touch-up2 sume; tetibe ringing lg skali..haiyaa...mmm jap la bg ruang ckit..aku tarik deep breath then aku dgn cool nye answer dat call...

me: emm helo (nada agak tinggi N cam ganas ckit r)
caller: ello!!

ai tinggi gak nada de caller..ceit
otak sdg memproses milik siapekah suara itu??
yes!!
i know who is he...absolutely "him"

me: haaaa
caller: ha? apa ha ha??hohoho (he laugh at me)

siyes aku x sangke he will call me using Mesia phone number (hotlink lak tu)

me: bile sampai sini??
caller: marin lg...
me: ooo aah la marin 10 hb...ooo sampai smlm... tp aini br nk call..emm ye la sape la kite....ok
caller: ek eleh..ayat..br ade number la..br jerk beli td...

gumbira hati ini

me: owh..nombor lime hengget ek?huhu
caller: lime hengget??
me: dah tu how much??
caller: ntoh...tadik bg lime ploh...then die bg bape je baki..ntah la...

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me: eh dh lame ni...awk wat active 10 x nie?
caller: apsal?mende ape tu?
me: kalo call biase 33sen per minit kot
me: tp kalu wat active 10 ke 5 ntah le; murah ckit..half kot
caller: ntah biyo ler

gelak guling2 cket. story about his lil sis...de bongsu one...very de manja...huhu...normal; anak last...ceit memahami nampak

caller: mmm lame dah ni..
me: aah la...dah nak
caller: i love you

what???otak aku xley nak digest that things..siyes tergamam gak la aku...honestly, dah lame gile aku x dpt dengar ayat itu...

caller: hahaha (he laughing) bdk tecik mencelah: i love you (again)

now i know who is the host of that voice just now...she...yes!!!

caller: ok ek hehehe...

kedengaran suara kanak-kanak tak puas hati x dpt kacau...hihi

me: ok2...hehe...i love you too la..
caller:ho....ok2...bye...assalamualaikum
me: bye..salam

***call end

call duration: 22 minutes and 47 seconds

2009-02-11T04:42:00.000-08:00

**just want to share

"I can never forget about him… He was the only one I ever loved that much… I will never love someone else as I loved him… I can never imagine myself being with someone else…"

Do these phrases sound familiar? Have you been in that situation before?

If your answers are yes, then know that you were fooled and that you have been programmed to believe in the idea of “The one”.

The Myth of "The One"

Most romantic movies that you've seen, coupled with your imagination and lack of knowledge about the psychology of love have caused you to acquire a false idea about love, namely, thinking that there is something called “The One”. Everything that you see and hear programs your mind a bit and the more programming you receive about a certain idea, the more it's likely to eventually become a solid belief. This is exactly what happened with your idea about "The One". While reading this, you may find something inside you trying to resist the truth, but after looking at the following points you will realize that your belief was only an illusion.

Is the Concept of “The One” true?

Anyone could fill that role: What actually makes you think that this person was “The one” is the sweet experience that you had with him. This experience is associated with that person and stored in your mind as one item, and so you think of both the experience and the person as one thing but actually they are two separate things. If you still aren't convinced, just wait and see what happens the next time you fall in love with someone and share that same sweet experience together. You will just forget about your old love and this new person will become the new "one".
How many "ones" did you have before?: Just take a look at your past and you will discover that each time you fell in love you thought that this person was the one, that whatever happened you wouldn't be able to forget about him and that you won't be able to find someone like him again. What usually happens is that a few months later someone else appears in your life and becomes “the one” and so life goes on.
The psychology of falling in love: As I said before, before you fall in love with someone your mind matches him against certain predefined criteria, if anyone matches these criteria you may end up falling in love wih him, but just because someone matched these criteria once and became “The one”, that doesn't mean that no one else can match it. What this actually signifies is that this person is currently the best match but sooner or later a better match could be found.
Is this your first deep love experience? : If this is your first deep love experience, you will most probably believe in that false idea called “The one” more strongly simply because you have never experienced that emotional intensity with someone else before. In that case, you're not really to blame if you thought that he was the one, but the next time you enter a relationship, you will discover that it was the emotional intensity and not the person himself whom you loved.

Minggu2 yg memenatkan

2009-02-11T01:02:00.000-08:00

emmm...sowie la korang...dh lame x meninggalkan bahan bukti yg menunjukkan sy masih wujud di dunia ini..haha...gile ah...jokes...actually minggu ni kitorg dibelenggu ngan pelbagai masalah...multiple problems come to us...assignment beratur-atur tgh tunggu giliran...kena siapkan b4 due...karang ade lak yg terlepas pandang...al maklum laa...byk sgt...kadang tu sampaikan ade kes tersilap tulis course code kt front cover...haha...lecturer lain yg mengajar; tp pergi taip name lecturer lain...hahaha...sume dh tunggang langgang...hope by this weekend, kurang la ckit mende alah yg nk kene pk dan terus pk...aish...ponat den...erm tanak la rambling kt sni pjg2...wat menyemak jerk, kan kawan2 kan?? haha...okes...chow

Jutaan Terima Kasih

2009-02-03T20:36:00.000-08:00

So kepada sesiapa yang seterusnya yang akan dapat award ni, silalah

1. Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” untuk diletakkan di blog anda - checked

2. Link atau ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award ini kepada anda -

Interpretation Actually i got this from Wa a.k.a Miss Nad. Her fullname; Nurul Nadwa Ahmad Zaidi. very the exactly right spelling.. huhu... coz i do remember most of my gangstarzs' fullname...aha... She really addict to purple color.. Yes! really k...dont believe me??aha i got the enough evidence to support my claim at all... i did copy this originally from her very cute blog k...do read if you not believe on me...huhu..

psst Wa, Sue copy ni tau... as bukti... hehe.. tp ade sedikit renovation on the design...nope the statement...huhu

"Background aku ni pink ke purple ek?

aku carik purple or ala-ala purple laa susah nau nak dapat..

stereotype betol la.. ingat sume girl suke pink ek?

aku suke purple tau, aku tak bape kenan sangat ngan pink ni.. wahaha...

tetiba aku jadik colour blind..

kejap aku nampak background aku ni cam purple.. kejap cam pink..

kalo pink harus aku tuka...

help~!"

3. Setiap blogger hendaklah menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum pemenang seterusnya -

10 jerk?? tak boleh lebih ckit ke??huhu..demand laks...okes... Sy yang menurut perintah

suke berangan
suke cari pasal x kesah la pasal ape pon... suke nk carik
suke buat hal
suke tito lame2
suke buat keje esp keje skolah yg owez given by my beloved lecturers
love surf tenet
love good foods esp yg berasaskan chocolate but not choki-choki ok!
love photo editing using software coz xde bakat semulajadi nk lukis2 nie
love numbers a lot eg math games--> Sudoku of course!!!
and of course, i love to be loved

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyertakan nama mereka di blog anda.

10?? so large sample i tot..hihi...

xtau la nk kasi sape coz cam da ramai jerk yg dh dpt award ni
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sape2 je la blh terime award ni kalo die rase die nye blog cute bangat...huhu...feel free to have this special award K!!!

loves,
unwanted

pen-off

Artwork Again

2009-02-02T09:44:00.001-08:00

original picture

1st version

2nd version

3rd version

di saat sepi ku sendiri

2009-02-02T03:13:00.000-08:00

bebeling sj gatal combine same pictures...hehe

1st Artwork Using PhotoScape

2009-02-02T01:21:00.000-08:00

hoho

my 1st artwork by using this new editing image software... i just find this...very friendly-user...easy to explore...just click2, then pop u can see the new artwork...hehe...very dynamic

Do I Make Myself Clear???

2009-02-01T04:49:00.000-08:00

hoho
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bosan melanda jiwa

The Girls Are Back In Town

2009-02-01T03:33:00.000-08:00

sudah berada di TM

sudah ada perasaan mahu balik rumah

sudah diserang sindrom sakit rumah

sudah lapar

nak makan masakan MAK!!!!!

Part II & III

2009-01-28T22:47:00.000-08:00

quite Ok la...

17/20

just fine

not too bad i think

footy notes: hancus dapat 'tester' byk ckp... dh la besau orgnye... aku nk msk gear 2 pon sangkut...huhu... sowie Sir JPJ... but de fact is likes what i said just now... huhu

Time For Brain To Relax

2009-01-24T04:12:00.000-08:00

having mid semester break at early semester??

even just break 4 1 week... really want to enjoy it!!!

just for a while~~